You said you loved me (harry styles fanfiction)

Second Thoughts (chapter 10)

(DESTINY'S POV)

I turn around to see the most shocking thing ever. Harry kissing this girl that he just met, how could he, and he knew i was there too, what a jerk, to think i actually thought we could be friends.

'' What are you guys doing'' i herd Chelsea say thank goodness for Chelsea for always being so curious

'' uhh what does it look like'' Jessica said in a bitchy tone, i dont like this girl what so ever and i could tell Harry didn't like her either, but why would he kiss her like that?

'' well, sorry for asking and Harry better keep her locked up cause by the looks of her shes one to rome around'' Chelsea said defending herself.

'' and whats thats suppose to mean'' Jessica said while standing up from Harrys lap and now facing Chelsea.

'' i was talking about how quickly you kiss other guys, so basicsally i am saying you are a whore'' Chelsea said, it looked like she was going to smack her so i thought it was time for me to step in.

''ok, ok lets just leave this alone,ok'' i said stepping in between Jessica and Chelsea, to my surprise Harry was starting to walk towards us the nerve of this guy not sticking up for is friends.

'' Jessica i think you should go'' Harry said trying to lead her away. i grabbed Harrys arm and lead him away form Chelsea and Mark.

'' what is wrong with you?'' i said finally being able to release my anger at him, all he could do was just stare at me like it was his plan to make him jealous.

'' well sorry it wasnt my fault that she kissed me'' he said 

'' not your fault, not your fault, its all your fault you had to bring her here why did you bring her here?'' i said almost raising my voice, i was so annoyed now just the fact the how calm Harry was how he didint even realise how much his player image was hurting all of us.

'' well its not my fault you left me for some random boys'' he siad sounding like a little boy

'' is that why you brought her here to get even with me?'' this time i was raising my voice, how could he say that was he really jealous that i was with some boys.

'' i brought her here because i knew you were ignoring me and i didn't want to be just left out'' he said hanging his head, why would he think i would ignore him just because i left him for like half an hour doesnt mean i was ignoring him.

'' i wasn't ignoring you, how could you think that'' i said starting to fell alittle bad for Harry.

'' well first i stayed with you while you were listening to music and you didin't even notice i was there and when you left you didn't even take to any consideration on how i felt'' Harry said, wow i didn't know that he felt that way i didin't want to tell him cause i knew he would get jealous i tried to apologise but he walked away from me.

(HARRY'S POV)

How could she just do that couldn't she see that i was jealous when she left and maybe i tried to get her jealous with Jessica but when i noticed Chelsea was getting mad i know i took it really far. then she started accusing my of all these things that i had perectly good reasons why i did them, i just couldn't handle it anymore so i walked  away and i told Chelsea and Mark that i was just going to head home, when i was walking away i could'nt help but think, why did i try to make Destiny jealous, why was i so jealous when she left to go hang out with those guys, but i knew one thing, that i wasn't see Destiny as just a friend anymore i was seeing her in a whole knew perspective and i knew i was having second thoughts about her.

( at the house)

i was just in my room waiting for Mark to come home so i can vent to someone, but to my surprise Mark wasn't alone he was with Chelsea but Destiny wasn't there, not that i care or anything.

'' Harry why did you leave so early, we were having a great time, but it seems like you and Destiny were in a fight because she left crying'' Chelsea said. Destiny was crying, why was she crying because i got mad at her, i didn't mean to let it go this far.

'' Why was she crying waht happened'' i asked sitting down on the couch

'' we were wondering that too, you were the last one to talk to her'' Mark said moving closer to Chelsea. i didint really answer, i was just looking down, it was really awkward, what was i suppose to say, that  the reason why she was crying was because of me.

'' dude you need to tell us, we all know you still have feelings for Destiny'' Mark said, my head just shot right up, how did they know that, was i making it to obvious?

'' what, i dont have feelings for Destiny'' i said while fiddling with my fingers

'' Harry come on, your a horrible liar, we can all see that you are still in love with Destiny'' Chelsea said 

'' wait who said i was in love with her, and second off it wasn't my fault that she was crying'' i said, can this situation be more awkward. i was so wrong when Destiny walked in.

(DESTINY'S POV)

after Harry walked out on our conversation, i was really annoyed but i was more confused, why was i so jealous when Harry kissed that other girl was it just me or was i starting to fall for my ex best friend. i was at home alone because Chelsea and Mark wanted to see what happened to Harry. i was waiting around in my room and decided that i am better than this why shoud i mope around for some guy that left me a long time ago and now suddenly came back into my life, so i got out of bed and walked over to Harrys house i was deciding what would be my excuse then i thought of it, to tell Harry how i felt about everything

'' Harry can we talk?'' i asked walking in clearly there were talking about me because of how they al truned to me and Chelsea had that what a coincidence face. you couldn't cut the tension in this room with a knife.

'' Destiny i just want to apolo-'' Harry siad but i interrupted him

'' no you dont need to apologise, i just want to clear everything up form the point to when you left'' i said, i looked at Chelsea and Mark, they got the memo and walked off, i walked towards Harry and sat down we gave me a go on look so i went on.

'' ok well, you know how before when you Left was ignoring you, well it was because i was jealous, jealous of how we were best friends and you never even noticed that i was falling for you, and how you would always ditch me for a hot girl you would see'' i said looking down trying to suck up all the tears that are threatening to come out.

'' Destiny i didn't know i am so sorr-'' i interrupted him again

'' you know how hurt that made me feel so i tried to distance myself and when you left i was heart broken and the year went by and i was starting to get over you, but you came back and all those feelings came crawling back, and when we met you for the first time i was scared, scared to see you again scared to fall back in love with you, and call me crazy but i was starting to think you liked me but that all changed today''  i said finally finished i was ready to hear Harrys response but he just sat there in shock.

'' umm.. i dont know what to say'' he said looking down, how could he just do that after told him everything he just sits there and does nothing, i stood up and go ready to leave.

'' you know what Harry you don't need to say anything because we are done, try talking to me when you do find the right words to say'' i said and got up the tears starting to fall, this pan was horrible, i knew one thing, i lost my best friend forever