When it comes to hate
I can hate no one
When it comes to me
I can feel no love
When it comes to you
All I want is the best
When it come to me
All I want is the rest
I have no enemies only me
When it comes to love
I can not see
When it comes to you
I only want not me
When it comes to me I want not a thing
Would it be better if I was dead
Put a bullet straight up through my head
Or do I hang from my hopes and dreams
Cus they're the only thing that strangles me
Maybe I'll drown from the weight of me
Or ill cut myself until I bleed
Im untouched but I can only feel
All these scars but I can not heal
Did you ever think to look at me
Or am I the disappointment you see
Only depressed and holding back
Only ready to hurt and self attack
I Only hope that you can be seeing
All my self oppressing
But I only hope that I can leave
Better than to be stuck and in grief
All of you are great
none of you deserve self hate
Only wish you happiness
I only wish for you the best
I can't wait to see your story
And all the happy endings
And I wish I could be like you
But I'm stuck defending
I only attack myself
Reaching for the knife on the top shelf
Only need you to be safe
And me explode at this rate
And you need to never look back
Cus my head is about to attack
And don't be missing me
Cus I'm only here to bleed
