Soulmates

Dieting & Safety

Niall POV

So Im pretty sure the boys figured out that I am dieting. I am also sure that they are not happy about. Let me tell you why.

Last week For breakfast, lunch , and dinner was carbs and protein. FOR FÜCK SAKE EVEN HARRY WAS ONLY EATING MEAT!!
To be honest I saw him sneaking a salad from the boys , but I won't snitch. Love him too much.

I just want to be good enough so they can love my body and just not my personality. I hate when  they are like you are perfect and have such an amazing personality.  I want them to feel sexual attraction to me.

So as long as they do not tell me anything about being " concerned" then I don't care how much meat they eat. They aren't gonna convince me to break my diet because I AM GONNA BE PERFECT!

I haven't been feeling so well lately. At first I thought it was because the lack of me eating , but it is a different feeling. Like if someone is watching me . You know how you feel when someone is staring at you? That is how I feel . I have been for weeks.

I don't wanna tell the boys because we aren't mates yet so I don't wanna be a bother to them. However , I feel like they are my mates they should know how im feeling. Plus I have been thinking about mating. THAT IS WHY I AM ON A DIET.

"Hey babe? What you thinking about? You have been staring at the TV and it is off " Zayn asked me .

"Hey! I've been thinking a lot "

"About what?" Zayn asked I can tell he is concerned

"It is about my diet and this strange feeling I have "

" okay hold up let me get the rest of our boys... BOYS GET YOUR ARSES DOWN HERE NOW!! NIBEAR HAS TO TELL US SOMETHING" Zayn screamed

All of my boys run down to hear what I have to say.

"Hey Snowflake!" Lou yells at he sits on the couch.

"So what is it that you wanted to tell us Ni?" Liam asked

" I wanna talk about two bad things ." I am starting to feel nervous

"Whats up babe ?" Harry asked as he rubs my leg - he decided to sit next to me .

"I have been dieting. I do not feel like my body is sexually appealing to you guys and that is why you haven't marked me yet. I just love you guys and I want to be yours forever , but I have such an ugly body figure.

Another reason is I keep having a bad feeling that someone is watching me. I just wanna feel safe. "

"Niall we love you so much! You mean the world to us. You are our good luck charm. You are the reason for our happiness. Of course we will mark. We wanted your permission first. We love your body. You are the definition of perfection. We figured out you were dieting so we tried changing our diet because we want to see you eat and be healthy. Trust me when I say that your body is more than sexual appealing. We see you and we just want to take you to bed and have our way with you. You are more than enough for us baby" Harry says .

" WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU FEEL SOMEONE IS WATCHING YOU!?" Louis screams .

Just when Liam was about to say something..

There was a knock on the door .