accepted fate

*memorys*

Water is all i see a deep cold ocean i was chained to the ocean floor , i just gave up in trying i started to have these dreams in where i was chained to the floor at first i felt as if i could not breath so i had tried to go up the surface i felt as if i was dying but before i could experience that I'd wake up drenched in sweat , but i kept having them always questioning my dreams but one night i had just stayed still no screaming, gasping for breath or trying to reach the surface i accepted this being chained to the ocean floor and not seeing a single stray of sun light ..... i just floated in the water . I'd felt as if the universe was mocking me and that had hurt, it had brought memories that I'd always hated when i was little what was that if you are wondering well it was being left alone in the dark and not being able to do anything but as the time had past by i got used to it . Had i known that i was going to become what had been my greatest fear to when i was little no , but as my mother told me to just accept fate as it is and never question it to soon because the universe will give you the answers sooner or later. I've always wondered on how I'd look , it's funny because all i hear are girls ask questions , for example "i wonder how would my fixture kid would look like " or " hmmm how would myhusband be like in the future " . I've only seen myself when i was little but that was years ago i still remember my wavy/curly orange hair and my big blue green eyes but that was when i was little now i don't even know how i look like .
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Hi guys how are you today at 12:02 am in the morning just so y'all should know some of my music will be acoustic songs welp bye enjoy