accepted fate

past

I had started losing my vision at 13, how i don't really know and after that I'd strangely couldn't talk it was a pain when ever i did i had gone to the doctor they told my parents that i had this disease that made me lose my vision and made me mute a first my family were their for me but i became more sick . I started noticing that some of my friends stoped hanging out with me then it escalated to half of my friends then to almost all my friends and it left me with one but that eventually went to zero friend's but it didn't hurt me a lot but what did was when my family did me and my brother where close but he started with not talking with me more playing with me or being to ashamed to be seen with. I was upset and sad but my sister was here for me right ? No i mean she was but she started to do the same things my brother did i even thought my parents where here for me but i had over heard them talking on how it was embarrassing to have me around and thats where my life became hell , I'd blame everyone and just put any stupid saying . Eventually i knew that i could not blame everyone but me. I'd pity myself never had i stood up for anyone never had I'd given a reason for fate could give me a second chance I'd had accepted my fate and to that is what im going to stick to .