Him or Him (Thug Lovish Story)

Chapter 13✨: mind fucked.

Is it hot in here or is it just me?
I'm so high in here, been smokin' on this weed
Told 'em, "Go on, take a shot on three"
Told 'em, "Drinks is on me"
Yeah, the drinks are on me
I said, "Now go and take a shot on me"
Only drug a bitch is on is the tree
But I lasted ten rounds like a freak
Like a G. -Jhené 🌻

Yasmeen

I woke up and turned to my alarm clock which read 3:26 PM. I had a text from Brick which read "had to make runs i'll be back soon princess. Love u."

Someone rung my doorbell, I had a feeling I knew who it was. I got out of my bed in just a lace bra. I got my pink silk robe and slid it in along with my slippers.

I jogged down the stairs and opened the door to JJ. "Whaddup mama?" He said. I smiled at him, but that smile quickly faded as I remembered the events from yesterday.

"Hey." I said nonchalantly. He just walked in right past me. "You might not wanna do this Brick will be here any minute now." I said as I remembered the text he sent.

"Okay i'll be quick, but we need to talk." He said that bright look he had on his face slowly but surly faded.

"Uhm, okay ... come on." I said walking towards my living room. He sat across from me.

I just stared at him worried about what the hell finna come out his mouth.

"So, Yas I ain't been completely honest..." He bluntly said.

I figured I knew where the conversation was going. "Jiru if you gone leave me just say it, because I ain't with the hoorah shit man." He had a blank face on I couldn't even tell how he felt.

"Yasmeen, I don't want to leave you, but yes I have been seeing someone else. This someone happened to be in the picture before you, but hear me out ... you been doing me dirty with this nigga Brick so what the fuck do you expect me to do share whats mine? Ion share, but I pick you over that girl that was over the phone ... but I need you to choose. Who do you want ? Me or that fuck nigga ? I need a answer and I need it soon." He said.

By the end of his little speech y'all can guess im crying. "Jiru, I love you I really do I, but I can't choose just now you have to understand that Brick has been their for me when no one else was. Even if I do pick you Brick will be apart of my life." I cried to him.

"And I understand that, but you can control that situation I trust you, you ain't dumb so you make yo decision and hit me up with what ya got, I'm out mama." He said getting up and pecking my lips before he left.

He left me in a fucked up situation, and to be honest I don't know what to do. Brick has been there when no one was, but times I needed him the most he wasn't ....

I walked up stairs and started a hot shower. I wanna go pamper myself today, I texted Krystal and seen if she wanted to come with me and she said yeah.

I got in the shower and washed up with my favorite vanilla CK body wash and contemplated life for a while.

I hopped out the shower and dried my hair then walked in my closet to see what I was going to wear. I had to get cute, never know who your going to see in the mall.

I decided against my thoughts and to just go simple but cute today, I wore a blue jean jacket with holes in it, a black fitted shirt, some black biker shorts and my black balenciaga platforms. And some light jewelry.

I went in the mirror to do my hair, and I just did simple makeup today. I finished right in time, Krystal just texted me she was outside we decided to take her car.