He's Not Gone

four

Jimin ;

I've been in denial too long. Maybe this is God telling me to move on. Maybe this is him telling me to accept the fact that he is indeed dead , but what my eyes had just captured just seemed so real.

I look at the figure walking towards me , and I scoot back. This can't be happening. This isn't real. I must be dreaming. This can't be ! I get up , and run. I wasn't fast enough. He grabs me , and takes me up the treehouse , while I'm kicking and screaming.

He sits me down , and I just burst into tears. This can't be happening.  I am so confused. He tries to whipe my tears , but I slap his hand away.

I whipe my own tears away , and pull the teddy out and hug it. "This isn't real , you're imagining things , God is just sending you a message , " I say out loud.

He sits next to me , and I just burry my face onto the teddy bear.

"Jimin , " he whispers. I look up , and turn my head to face him. "I'm going insane !," I yell out. He pulls me into his embrace , and I can't help but snuggle in closer. 

"What are you doing here Yoongi ? ," I ask. He gasps. " Are you not happy that I'm alive  ? ," he asks back. I nod and sit up . "I am obviously,  but explain everything to me now , or I'll break up with you , " I say in a very serious tone. I deserve an explanation. I am indeed his boyfriend. We didn't officially break up , and he's alive after all so his ass is still mine.

"All right,  sit back and listen to my words, " he says.  I lay on his lap , and look up at him while he's looking right at me.

"It all started not so long ago . Taehyung had asked me to purchase him some goods from one of my old pals from high school ." "Which one ?," I ask. " Jackson's brother whose name I forgot , " he answered. To be truthful , I didn't even know who he was talking about.

"Anyways , I did get him the goods. He had promised me to pay me , and when I asked him to pay me he said sure , and that he would have the money the next day. I needed the money as soon as possible , because I needed to pay the guy his money. Guess what Taehyung did ? " My eyes grew wider with curiosity.  "What ? What'd he do ? Tell me ."

"He left the country , " he said. What the actual fuck. Why would he do that ? He could have paid Yoongi back with the money he used to buy that damn plane ticket.

"Why didn't he just pay back ? ," I asked. "Well Jimin , the goods did cost tons of money , and I guess he didn't want to pay me. If he was too much of a coward to buy the goods , he shouldn't be doing them anyways ." What are these "goods" I wonder.

"What exactly did you get for him ? , " I asked. "I got him drugs , " he answered. I stood up , and sat up straight next to him.

"Min Yoongi , you should have known better , " I began , " you could have been hurt. You risked your life for that idiot that isn't going to pay you so that you can pay that evil man."

I heard Yoongi sigh , and mumble an " I know."

"Yoongi , I'm curious , " I ask. He hums in response.  "Why did you pay Hoseok $100 ? " He sighs for the millionth time , and by the looks of it he's trying to find the right words.

"I didn't really pay him . I gave him the money , my money,  so he could go buy me food , water,  and stuff, " he explains.

That makes sense. He planned all of this , but he can't plan on what to wear on a date.

"Does your mom know , cause she didn't seem upset at all ? , " I ask , and he nods in response.

"No wonder she didn't seem upset at all ."

"Yoongi , how long do you plan on staying here , you caused our friends so much pain ? , " I ask. I am so eager to know everything .  I lay my head on his lap  , and look up at the ceiling.

3rd person

Yoongi sighs , and starts to play with Jimin's hair.

"Whenever I feel is safe , " he begins , " I was thinking at least a month or two ."

Jimin dramatically coughs. "Two months ? Yoongi what the heck ? " Jimin stands up , and walks around. Yoongi grunts. "What ? Do you want me to come out tomorrow? "

Jimin turns to face him. "Yeah ! Yoongi , we are in this together. I will help you. I'll help you collect money , I'll-" "Jimin , no . This is my problem , not yours , " Yoongi cut Jimin off.

Jimin walks over to his boyfriend , and pulls him up. "Min Yoongi , this is our problem. Last time I checked we are still together , and your problems are my problems as well."

Yoongi backed away , and put his hands over his head. "I don't want you to get hurt Jimin , and you just said that since we're still together , it's your problem as well , so." He stops talking for a minute , tears starting to fall . "So maybe , we should break up , so it will only be my problem."

Jimin runs towards Yoongi , tears streaming down both their faces.

"Y-Yoongi no , anything bu-ut that , " Jimin stutters , " I'll s-stay out of i-it , but please don't br-reak up with me."

Yoongi pulls him into his embrace,  and kisses  the top of his head.

"All ri-ight , we won't break up , I really didn't  wa-ant to ," he spills.

Yoongi , and Jimin stay in each others arms , until they both stop crying. Jimin looks up at Yoongi , and kisses the tear stains on his cheeks.

"Yoongi , " he whispers. "Yes , Jiminie ?" Jimin pecks Yoongi's lips, and then rests his head on his shoulder. "Think of another plan ,  one where you're safe , and one where I can take you out of here without the risk of you getting hurt."

Yoongi smiles , and kisses Jimin's forehead. "Okay , baby , I will."

Remember : curiosity killed the cat.