He's Not Gone

one

My boyfriend and I were walking hand in hand down the streets of Busan. I turned so I'd be facing him.

I loved how his beautiful ,  blue hair shined due to the reflection of the sunlight. His pale  skin looked like it was glowing . His eyes looked full of hope , and free of worries most of the time , but in this case it didn't. 

His clothing choices were good. He was wearing a jean jacket , and a white t shirt. Along with blue jeans , and white converse. Some people may think it's nothing fancy , and that I shouldn't be so impressed.  To me , it is the most clever thing  , and the reason that I'm always so impressed is because of how amazing he looks in them. No matter what he wears he always looks so good.

We head down to the park , still hand in hand. I can see Hoseok , and Jungkook  from afar. I snuggle in closer to Yoongi . Hoseok waves at us and walks towards us , while Jungkook walks in the opposite direction . What's up with him ? Aren't him and Yoongi friends ?

Yoongi and Hoseok start talking about I don't know what while I burry my face into Yoongi's t shirt.  He smells so good.

I guess Yoongi could feel that I was smelling him , and pulled me away . He turned around , and crouched down . "Get on , " he said. I do as told , and  climb on. His arms around my thighs , and mine around his neck.

I liked it up here , even though it hardly made a difference indicating that we are the same height.  I was just one or two inches taller when I was given a piggy back ride by him.

"Well see ya , Hoseok , " he said before walking off deeper into the park with me on his back.

He walked towards our tree. The tree has witnessed a lot of kissing. It was the perfect tree. It covered enough , which gave us the perfect amount of shade. The trunk was thick enough for Yoongi and I to lean onto , or to rest our backs while sitting. I love this tree.

Yoongi placed me down, and I sit underneath the tree. He sits beside me , and pulls out a pocket knife out of his jeans' pocket. He popped it open , and began to carve something. I couldn't really make it out at the time due to the fact that his hand was covering it. 

Once he was done , he moved his hand. He had carved MYG + PJM forever with a heart around it. He smiled at me , and I smiled back at him. He placed his hand on my cheek , and pulled me closer.

He pulled me close enough that our noses were touching. He looked into my eyes , and whispered , " No matter what happens I will always love you Jimin. " I was going to say something , but I was cut off by our lips touching. Our lips moved in sync. They fit perfectly together. 

He pulled away , and said , " Nothing could be better than this. " I smiled at him once again.  "We will be together forever , Yoongi , " I say. He smiles , and hugs me.

3rd person pov

Yoongi hugs Jimin. Once his face is not visible, his smile fades. "Yeah , " Yoongi whispers , "forever."

The boys pull apart . Yoongi stands up , and reaches his hand out. "Come on , I'll walk you home ," he says. Jimin reaches out for Yoongi's hand . He pulls him up , and off they go. Hand in hand down the park.

Yoongi's pov

Hand in hand. Oh how I wish this could last forever.

Jimin and I walk down the street , heading to his house. I turn to Jimin , and he's looking right at me.

"Hey Yoongs, " he whispers. I hum in response. "Do you think the moon is made out of cheese , or do you believe the scientists ?" I laugh at his question. "Well , I'd love to believe the moon was made of cheese. That's something only children believe in, " I answer. Jimin gasps dramatically.  "I believe that the moon is made out of cheese, so are you indicating that I'm a child ?"

I laugh once again. "No sweetheart , I'm not."

"Then how come you said children only believe that the moon is made out of cheese ?, " he asks. " I like to believe they do . It gives me an excuse to say that I'd wish to be a kid again, " I respond. "You don't need an excuse to say you want to be a kid again, " he says , " on the other hand , why would you want to be a kid again ?"

"Less worries , less stress , less of everything really ." Jimin stops , making me stop as well. I turn to face his confused look.

"Yoongi, I'm your boyfriend , and as your boyfriend I need to make sure you're happy , and loved. What's wrong ?," he asks.

I just want to tell him everything that is wrong. I want to tell him about how Taehyung fricken disappeared after I asked him to pay me . I want to tell him what I'm planning to do , but I can't. I don't want Jimin to talk me out of it. I don't want him to worry , even though he's going to be in so much pain.

"Nothing sweetheart , there's nothing wrong , " I say with a smile . "Just me being random."

He slightly smiles , and continues walking and I follow.

There were a few minutes of silence , before we reached Jimin's house. Jimin was about to walk into his house , before I pulled him back. I put my hands on his cheeks , and I pull him in for a kiss.

The kiss full of passion. I pull away , and hug him so tight. "I love you baby , " I say. He hugs me even tighter. "I love you too ," he says. I pull away , and kiss his cheek. "Bye Jiminie, " I say. He smiles at me and says , " Bye Yoongi."

I walk towards my house. Towards my house is this fault that has no way down. Can't get down there , no way. Only a thin enough person can fit in there , but they'd be stuck there . It is really deep if I do say. I've looked down it multiple times.  It's weird that the highway is so close to it , but I didn't make the road or the sidewalk , so it's not my place to say.

On the other side of the highway is this path Jimin and I made . We had found an old treehouse deep in the woods when he was 16 , and I was 18. He's now 22 , and I'm 24.

The treehouse is very special to us. It holds a lot of irreplaceable memories. Like the time I got in a fight with a guy that was messing with Jimin for being gay. I only got a black eye on my left eye , but he got that and more. I had gotten suspended obviously. Instead of going home , I went to the treehouse.

About 3 hours , once school was over , Jimin came to see me. He brought an ice pack to put over my hurt eye.

"O- ow, " I fake whined as he placed the ice pack on my eye. Jimin frowned a little. He doesn't like seeing me hurt  . The feeling is mutual , really.  I put my hand over his as a sign that I could hold the ice pack . He removed his hand , and sat on my right side. He snuggled in beside me , and I put my arm around him.

" You shouldn't have done that Yoongi , " he said. I turned to face him . "Jimin, " I whispered. He looked up into my eyes as I spoke. " I will do anything to make sure that you are not hurt. I will do anything to make sure you are safe. You know why ? ," I said. He whispered a no. " I would do anything for you , because I love you, " I whispered. He smiled , and began to rest his head  on my chest as I continued. "I love you , oh so much Jimin. "

I stayed silent for a second to see if he was going to say anything , but I didn't here a thing. I sighed , " Jimin,  I will protect you from anyone , and from anything."
"I -" "Yoongi, I love you so much , " he said followed by a sniffle. " You are so nice to me , and I appreciate it so much," he spoke, " You mean so much to me , and I wish I could protect you the way you protect me , but I can't.  All I can offer is love ." I removed the ice pack off my eye , and moved Jimin so he would be sitting on my lap.

"Jiminie , " I whispered , as I pulled him closer to me . "All I want from you is love ." I whiped a couple of tears that had escaped Jimin's beautiful eyes. I kissed his beautiful , full lips .

He pulled away once we had both run out of breath.

"Do you want to be my boyfriend?," I asked. Jimin smiled , and nodded his head in response. I pulled him closer , if that is even possible,  and pecked his lips. "I love you, " he said. "I love you too."

I had reached the path,  and headed down it. Today is the day.