Daddy Horror (Ricky Horror Fanfic)

Ch.30

Like I said, as soon as that thing in that room was over, I was going to bury myself under my blankets and cry, that is exactly what I done. Everyone else was outside again.
I really want daddy back.
Why the hell do I keep calling him daddy?!
He fucking put me up for adoption! I shouldn't miss him. Or still love him.
But I do.
I wonder if he even misses me?
Probably not.
He probably just secretly hated me ever since I was born and waiting for the right moment to give me up.
What the fuck am I saying?!
The truth, maybe?
It was around six when everyone came back inside.
I was scared to meet the people I had to share a room with.
Were they nice? Would they hurt me?
All of these questions roaming around in my head kept giving me more and more anxiety.
As if my anxiety wasn't bad enough, this surely isn't helping.
There was footsteps coming towards my door. Getting louder and louder each time they got closer.
The door knob twisted, opening the door. Two boys came rushing in to get to their beds. The girl slowly walked in and quietly shut the door.
She had long blonde hair, pale skin, and brown eyes.
Anna was her name, if I remember correctly.
The sound of a basketball hitting the floor startled me, making me jump.
"Don't worry, we won't hurt you." A boy with brown hair said.
"I'm Ethan and this is Brayden. Nice to meet you," he held out his hand.
I shook it,"I'm Crimson. Nice to meet you too."
"I'm Anna." The girl said as she took off her shoes and laid them under her bed.
So I did remember correctly. Yay me.
"You all seem nice. I don't know why I was so scared to meet you," I shyly said as I scratched my arm.
They looked at me kind of weirdly.
I wondered why all of them were in here. They seemed like nice kids that should be in a loving home with a loving family. Just like me, but no. Ricky had to put me up for adoption.
"So, what happened to you that your parents decided to put you up for adoption?" Brayden, I'm assuming, asked.
The subject was kind of uncomfortable to talk and tell about.
But since I am sharing a room with them, I should tell them. If not, I'm sure they'd figure out a way to find out.
"Well," my voice was shaking,"I was on tour with my dad and I got sick. My aunt took me on the bus. I fell asleep and when I woke up, I was at my moms. While I was there, they abused and raped me. One time when they were really drunk, I locked them up in the basement. For revenge, her husband put me in a coma and I was in the hospital for a couple of years. My dad got me out, kept me for a couple of months, and then put me here."
Their faces were as pale as a ghost. Anna's mouth was hung open.
"Oh my.." Anna said, putting her hand over her mouth.
"I'm so sorry that happened to you, Crimson," Ethan said.
I shrugged,"It's fine."
We all sat on our beds and told childhood stories until it was dinner time.