Daddy Horror (Ricky Horror Fanfic)

Ch.18

Warning: This chapter contains suicide. If you are sensitive to that type of thing, please do not read this whole chapter.
As I drove home from the hospital, I thinking about it. Thinking about what I told Ricky and whatever the fuck her name is.
Thinking about what would make everyone happy if I had done it.
Suicide.
I hated my life so much at this point, I couldn't even bare to live.
All of this. All of what happened to Crimson was all my fault.
I should've never kidnapped Crimson in the first place.
All I just wanted was to see my baby girl.
But of course I had to fuck that up too.
Just like I fuck up everything else.
I reached the house and just sat outside in my car, thinking about what will happen if I go inside.
I already had the supplies I needed to do it with.
A razor and a gun.
I just really hope this was going to work like it did in my head.
I decided to get out of the car and walked up the steps to my house.
I walked inside and got the scent of beer and cigarettes.
I walked over to the table to where the gun was.
I picked it up and carried it to the bathroom. I already had the blade sitting on the sink. I pulled up my sleeve.
Then I dragged the blade across my wrist. Deeply cutting. Blood was dripping everywhere from my wrist, to the sink, down to the floor.
I stopped and picked up the gun, placing it against my head.
Thinking about pulling the trigger.
But I didn't, not just yet.
I thought about all the memories.
Memories of everything that had happened in my life.
From dating Ricky. To having Crimson.
Getting married to him.
Then divorcing him.
Meeting Greg and dating him.
Kidnapping Crimson.
Greg almost killing her.
Then what's gonna happen today.
I pushed all of those good and bad memories out of my head and focused on what I was doing now.
I put my finger on the trigger.
Then, I pressed on it.
The loud gunshot was heard.
The bullet when in my head on one side and out the other.
I fell straight to the ground.
My wrist still bleeding and the gun in my hand.
I hope everyone will be happy now.
Goodbye world.