dead roses [MIN YOONGI]

[8]

Song Suggestion:
Why don't you know-Chung Ha

Y/N

Yoongi texted me that he'd be here in about 5 minutes.My family isn't at home but they knew that he was coming over so I prepared snacks and our school stuff in my room.

Our final exams were in exactly 20 days and we had to get a good grade otherwise It would've been the end for both of us.
Me and Yoongi's decided it would be the best then if we meet up to study everyday from now on.
That is a lot of time we'd be spending together but I liked being around him.
The doorbell rang and I rushed downstairs to open it.

Yoongi hugged me comfortably and when he pulled away I saw it again:
His beautiful soft smile.

"Alright come inside"

We were 30 minutes into studying for maths when Yoongi changed the topic.
"Y/N I feel like we should get to know each other a little better...I mean we'll see each other everyday for the next 20 days so.."
Yoongi said and looked up from the book in his lap to focused on me.
"I mean yeah why not? You first,tell me something about you Yoongi"
I gave him a warm smile and closed the book I had and placed it next to me.
We were both sitting on my bed in my room with school stuff surrounding us.
I moved a little closer to him as he started speaking.
"Well..I'm Min Yoongi as you know..I'm the same age as you,17.My parents are divorced and I live with my mother but she's at work most of the time so I enjoy spending time with you rather than being alone"

"I never told this to anyone but my 6 other friends but my passion is music,especially rapping I'm hoping to become a famous rapper one day"

Yoongi talking about his dreams made me smile at him like an idiot.He sounded so passionate.

Yoongi moved even closer to me so that our knees were touching because both of us were sitting with our legs crossed.

"Now you Y/N"
He smiled back at me.
"Alright,I don't have siblings but my parents are married and currently both on a business trip.Because I'm 17 they decided I'm old enough to stay home alone for that long.So yeah I'm also glad I'll spend that one with you and not alone"
"I don't have a dream or a passion that drives me ..sometimes that makes me feel useless you know"
I looked down onto my hands because I was ashamed for being such a weak person.
"Hey..."
Yoongi spoke as he softly grabbed my jaw and made me look at him again.
"You don't need to have a dream to feel worth of anything.You're still young and you'll have enough time to figure it out Y/N"

"Thank you so much Yoongi"
I was smiling with glossy eyes his words touched my heart.

We finished our studying lesson and I was at my house door ready to tell Yoongi good bye when he pulled something out of his backpack.
"Y/N I planned something.For every day that we're studying together I'll give you a rose as a way to say thank you.Here's the first one"
Yoongi handed me the beautiful red rose and I I couldn't help but smile again.
"You're the cutest Yoongi" I blushed an admired the rose he gave me.
"I gotta go to Jungkook's house now..the other's are waiting for me.See you tomorrow" he waved at me before he ran up to his car.

This went better than expected.