Alright before i forget, many people asked me before why i like Timothy in the first place. To be honest i don't know....i just like him for who he is. Although in many people eyes he isn't really good looking and has a weird personality but i still like him....
Recently, i started messaging my primary school friend, Emma, which happens to be his friend and classmate as well. When Emma knew about us, he was shocked and slowly he started talking to me about how much Timothy regrets and feel guilty about the entire incident. I was rather surprised by his sudden change from someone so immature to someone so understanding and gentlemanly. Of course, i fell in love with him again but deeper this time. Ever since i contacted Emma, Timothy started messaging me. Guess that took him much courage to start the conversation all over again... It was only a few days when Timothy suddenly confessed...
The feelings from the past came back once again. I knew very well that Timothy changed for the better. Although there were many friends who discouraged me to give him a second chance, i was firm in my decision and convinced them there was a change in Timothy and that i knew very well that he would treat me better. Everything really happened as what i expected at the end:) I remembered our pleasant and wonderful memories together- our first date and the following dates. The moments when i held his hands, lay on his shoulder, kiss on cheek.
It felt like it was a dream. Like seriously. As a girl, i always felt insecure. I was afraid that i was not suitable for him. There were also other insecurities such as afraid that he will get annoyed(girls will never know how a guy feels unless he tells them)or if i'm too fat (which makes one feel that someone so fat wouldn't have a boyfriend).
I experienced flashes of euphoria during that period of time. Although Timothy had changed for the better, a few of his immature traits still remains. Still, i love for his flaws cause no one is perfect. I put in much him efforts on him such as caring for him and tried my best to make him happy. However, there came a major twist...
