BTS 8th member (J-hope Lover)✔

chapter 3

"Alright then, Hoseok you go first." Yoongi kicks his feet in excitement.

"I have to beat box though?" Hoseok tilts his head.

"I can try, I've been practicing." I look down as if I'm talking to myself.

"Sure let's see what you got." Namjoon  looked at me with a dimpled smile.

"First of I'm not really feeling creative so let's just say that you can rap other songs, and you can free style if your up for it." Yoongi leans back and u nod my head.

"Mari, start." Hoseok said with a smile. I start beat boxing and Hoseok gets ready to rap.

We go in a Circle clockwise, it started with Hoseok, then Namjoon, then Yoongi before me. The all rapped like God's, and Yoongi rapped an old song lazily. It was now my turn and Hoseok to my place of beat boxing and a sound came to mind immediately.

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High off of love
Drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown
She resuscitates me
She freaking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind at his back
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snapped
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

I translated the whole thing into Korean, and Namjoon caught on and started to sing the chorus with feeling and sarcasim. I laughed at his bravery and continue to rap some more of the song just for fun.

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting really sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each others face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that's the culprit
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pain

I start raping again and this time Namjoon joined in and I softly sang in Beijing his words.

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away now
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm mad
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to f***ing leave again
I'm a tie her to the bed
And set this house on fire

Taehyung then started to sing the second part of the song and I smile this was my favorite part.

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don’t know why I’m still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you’ll always be my hero
Even though you’ve lost your mind

Everyone then joined in the sing the chores. Did I forget to mention that we were translating it as we went. Jungkook then started to sing and tapped my knee telling me I was next.

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
'Till the walls are going up
In smoke with all our memories

The next first was it called rap, and I slowly started off with the remains of Jungkook's high pitched voice.

It's morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
Run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
Baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
Destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
That we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky

I pause for a moment before Yoongi continues the verse.

Together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills
You hit me twice, yeah, but who’s counting?
I may have hit you three times, I’m starting to lose count
But together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counselling
This house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
Square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
Cause with you I’m in my fucking mind, without you, I’m out it

Jimin then raises his hand and we all listen to him sing the chores. He has a beautiful voice that left me Jungshook(sorry😂). Once Jimin stopped singing we all high-fiving each other in celebration.

"That was awesome. How did we go from a rap battle to an acapella group with even thinking twice about it?" Yoongi laughed at all of our actions.

"Looks like we all make a great team. Right 4?" Hoseok gently elbowed me and I gave a wide smile.

"Yeah." I giggled, and Taehyung and Jin began to awe.

( song at the top)

After hanging out a little longer they take me back home, and tell me I can move in the dorms in a week. I was more than excited. I just made my first friends, and I would now be able to help support my family financially.

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Okay I kept it short and-well short I gave up on the park story and thought I'd put a little more to it. I know I'm lazy, buy hey it the 3 of the new year and I'm tiered. Last year was nothing but a living hell. I mean the place not the word. I died a few times this year too. Mostly mentally. Oh well hop you enjoy the story. Thanks for reading.😁😶