BTS 8th member (J-hope Lover)✔

Chapter 16

Its once agian been 2 weeks since I last seen Johna. That and hide my newly found feelings for Hobi. Might I add how hard it is to hide your feelings from your best friend. How was also like a brother to you. He probably only sees me as a little sister. I mean, he's five years older than me.

Ugh...love sucks.

Anyways I'm graduating. YAY!!!

I managed to convince the school to use the year I could have graduated to work on my college classes. No one in Bangtan knows so I can try to get through online courses with ease.

I have to say sneaking around Bangtan though is a bad idea. I mean, everyone knows where you are and when your there. It's kind of scary.

But anyways today we're doing a photo shoot for the DNA album.

My attire, of course is very feminine. I end up wearing a skirt and a bright yellow shirt, along with a denim jacket and white sneakers.

The whole photo shoot was fun the only problem was when it was just me and Hobi. I think I'm starting to show to the others that I really like him. I think he knows it too.

Hobi is constantly acting weird around me, and I mean weird for him not everyone. I feel like something bad may happen between us.

'Four!' I hear my name and I look up to see the photographer waiting with the camera aimed at Hobi.

Oh. No.

'Alright I need you to sit right here next to him.' He puts me as close as possible to him and I get tense. 'Loosen up a little. You look like someone's holding a gun to you.' The man snickers.

'Y-yes sir.' I trying to loosen up a little more and then the man began to position me even closer, and more awkward, to Hobi.

Hobi gives a small shakey laugh before I look at him. He was smiling so bright. It made me want to do nothing but smile. I gave a little giggle at his smile, only to make his smile bigger in reaction. The photographer then yells us to love each other more which makes me blush. So, I cuddle up to Hobi's chest unwillingly and give a satisfied smile for the camera.

I wiggle around a little and the man scolds me for it. After a little while of squirming I feel Hobi's hand on my waist. I look up only to see him with deep eyes and a small blush. I stare at Him awhile as I feel a heat slowly creeping over my cheeks.

Finally the photographer was done and I quickly jumped out of Hobi's arms and ran to the dressing room to calm my rapid heart.

I was so alone in the dimly lit room, or so I thought.

"So when are you going to tell him?" I looked up surprised to see Namjoon standing in front of me with a smile.

"W-what do you mean?" I stuttered.

"Don't play dumb. I think everyone in Big Hit can see your massive crush on Hobi. So tell him. I get that he's older than you, but I'm pretty sure ARMY would love to see the two of you together. You're adorable." He mumbled the last part.

"Your forgetting he's five years older than me." I spoke bluntly.

"It doesn't matter. As long as you love him. I wouldn't matter if he was green and 80, I would still be happy for you. By the way don't date anyone older than him. I think even Jin is mad with this situation enough." He gave a small laugh.

"How do you know I won't make a fool of myself. It's kind of obvious that he sees me as a little sister. I mean, if I ask him and he says no what would happen to our relationship. He might look down on me, or even ignore me. I can take the chance." I debate out loud.