Colors || Clexa AU

Chapter 6 - Trying

I took my moms advice. I wasn't going to off realizing that I need to at least try to fight for her. If one day we miraculously get together it would be okay. I don't care if she doesn't want me, but I'm not gonna stop fighting for her love.

I was walking around, and I saw Lexa. I thought about what to say for her, but then decided to just go for it, to do what I need to win her back.
"What are you doing here? Leave me alone!" Lexa spat.
"I'm not giving up on you," I stated.
"I thought I made myself clear when I said that I'm done with you"
"And I think I'm making myself pretty clear by saying that I'm not giving up on you"
"Go away Clarke,"
"Don't do that Lexa, don't walk away,"
"Watch me"
I grabbed Lexa's arm, "You walk away and you could be miserable for the rest of you life,"
"So be it"
"'So be it?' Yeah is that how it is for you?"
"Because I don't want you, I never did, whenever you come into my life, you ruin it. You use me and I'm done Clarke, I'm moving on and you need to"
"Why Lexa? Why is in so hard for you to understand what I'm trying to do? Why don't you let people in?"
"Because they hurt me, like you did, and Bellamy could too, so stop Clarke"
"I won't stop because your special, the reason your my soulmate is because your funny, and loyal, your the one for me, and there's no way you don't see it too"
"I see colors, I found my soulmate, and I could care less, so boo-hoo for you,"
"Lexa don't please"
"Goodbye Clarke, I don't want to ever see you again"
Lexa pushed me to the side and walked away.

I tried and I failed. That doesn't mean I can't stop trying. I'm not saying she's the one because we are soulmates. I'm saying it because she means the world to me and I don't want to lose her. I screwed things up with her before, and I'm not doing it again. I'm going to make things right. I don't know how, but I'm going to figure it out.