M A N I A C (lesbian romance)

4. Torrid

tor·rid

/tôrəd,ˈtärəd/

Hot, ardent and sweltering

Selena  POV

After having lunch almost four hours ago and spending the time in her room; Zee slept while I read a book, although I felt compelled to do much more than that- Like snoop around in the house and look for stuff but what would I find in here? Her home didn't have an office where there was any information more to know about her. Zee was truly a ghost, nothing more to know to her than that she was the beauty on the bed asleep.

I put the book down and get up from the couch onto her bed at the right top end looking at her sleep. "you've shown me the most private parts of yourself, you opened yourself to me and that's all I needed from you, you gave me the most joy I've experienced in years," I brush away a few ignorant and stuck hairs away from her forehead. "but there is something else you don't know about me and I am not sure when I can ever tell you, Zee,"

I could feel my fear fester; it was only a matter of time before my alters come after her and reveal themselves. I could not help that, I could not help them. Zee was normal and she wasn't used to this probably. She was just too sweet and caring, this was too much for her to handle but I wanted her. I needed her, just being with her for this little time since she met me made me feel sane. 

But the fear was an onset causing them to come to me, the alters. I stepped out of the room and hoped Zee would stay asleep an hour or two more. I've gone a full two days without an alter interrupting. I haven't been triggered at all today but somehow I could feel one of my alters readily to emerge. I lock the door behind myself as I leave and run into the bathroom locking myself in.

The alters like to come out when I meet a new person but that didn't happen a lot, they like to be open and friendly, social too. When they experience a type of pleasure that's more overwhelming than the most pleasure they peak out. "please don't come out, please don't come out!" I whisper/yell to myself/ves. "I need you all to stay in and be normal."

Benjamin's POV 

(Remember Benjamin is an alter inside of Selena, he's an okay guy, pretty cool and I am so happy you all finally meet an alter)

I have been waiting for get outside of Selena's mind, I see my dick got wet finally. It has been years since I have got laid but I waited because I respect Selena, the other's and I love her. I only wonder how Chloe will take this, she's just a child. 

But once again Selena doesn't love us back and she doesn't know we're not the enemy, we're here for us but she'll do things just like this: like lock us up inside a bathroom and think we don't know how to unlock a door just as she would. She knows we know how to except the times when Chloe comes, the poor kid still doesn't know how to unlock a door. Selena often locks the door as the last sign of communication telling us she's not alone and that we should stay in here until she comes back. 

I don't care, however. I am not ashamed and we've all seen Zee but now I will finally get to see her. I unlock the door and venture around where I am, downstairs is a kitchen and in the fridge, I rummage through it looking for some orange juice, I see some and don't bother to take a glass as anyone else would but help myself to drink out of the pitcher. "that's some good OJ!" I chug down the sun juice and go about my merry way to what I suppose is Zee's bedroom since it happens to be the only one locked. 

I fumble with the lock and get in seeing a beautiful mocha skin toned woman sleeping before me. I stand there and just look at her-- God she's beautiful. Selena knew what she was doing, we deserve someone as beautiful and womanly like Zee. I wanted to kiss her but I settled for my hand tracing her curves. This stranger, this woman . . . this specimen. "she can't keep you from us, you belong to us now and we'll always take care of you no matter what but she has to let you know Zee." too bad she was still asleep. "I'm Ben and you'll probably never know that. Selena never lets anyone in."