Come Back // c.d

Chapter 17

I ran inside and slammed the door shut. I ran to my room and sat on the floor and cried. I thought about taking my life a couple times but I realized I shouldn't die because of a boy. I decided to get over myself. I got up and put a sweatshirt on. I put my wig back on and decided to take a walk.

I walk out of my house and see Cameron sitting on the steps of his house. I can tell he's been crying. He looked at me and his eyes light up. He gets up and runs over to me. I try to walk faster but he catches up to me.

"Alex, please just listen" he says

"I don't need to" I say turning around ready to walk back to my house. "Cameron, I thought you did like me. I liked you too, but it's fine. You can go and play those millions of fans that you have. You know Nash told me you were a player. I should have listened."

"Alex, it's not like that"

"Please" I say with tears filling my eyes. I start walking back to my house.

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"Alex you need to come out, you've been sitting in your room for days"

"Amy, why should I?"

"Look I need to tell you something"

"Ok whatever just come in"

"Cam told me that the only reason he kissed that girl-"

"Forget it Amy"

"Alex, he kissed her because she threatened to kill you."

"How did he know her name"

"She approached him and said 'hi my names Alyssa' he thought that she was just a fan."

"Im so fucking stupid" I say.

I get up and run out of the room. I run across the street and knock on the door. At this point, I don't care how I look. Aaron opens the door and I just run past him and run into Cam's room.

"Go away" he says, with his head in his arms. I shut the door and he looks up at me. I run up to him and kiss him. I wrap my legs around his waist. I feel his tongue enter my mouth. I wrap my arms around his neck. I pull away and burry my head in his shoulder.

"I'm so sorry Cam. I was a stupid jerk. I should have listened to you. I've been lost with out you. I need you Cam. Please please please forgive me," I didn't think I was the one who would ask for forgiveness. But what if he doesn't forgive me. I was a jerk to him.

"Answer me..." I say softly with tears in my eyes. He looks me in the eyes but doesn't say anything. He puts his arms around my waist and kisses me. He pulls away and looks at me in the eyes. He crashes his lips on mine again.

"Alex," he says and looks me in the eyes "I want you to know that I would never ever hurt you. Alex I don't care if you have cancer. I will always love you, whether your on the death bed or not, Alex, I love you"

I pull him in and hug him. I look into his eyes. "I love y-"

Then everything went black.