Come Back // c.d

Chapter 29

I walk outside the hotel and go to my car. I never really lock it which isn't the smartest idea. I grab my penny board from the back seat and shut the door. I put my penny board on the ground and ride down the sidewalk. It's such a nice day. I ride by the beach and so many thoughts come into my mind.

How could he.

I trusted him.

I can't believe him.

I keep riding when I realize I still have Cams sweatshirt on. I pull it off and wrap it around my waist.

I keep riding and decide to turn around and go back. I bump into someone and fall off my board onto my butt.

"I'm so sorry" he says and reaches out for my hand to help me up.

"It's fine, really" I say and take his hand. I stand up and grab my board. He smiles He's actually kind of cute. No. Stop thinking like that Alex.

"What's your name?" He ask and I smile.

"Alex" I say "yours?"

"Ryan" he says

"I have to go. Nice meeting you. Bye, Ryan" I say waving as a ride off. He waves back. I turn my head back so I'm facing straight and Cameron's right in front of me.

"Who's that" he says in an angry tone. He's always been extremely overprotective.

"Why do you care" I say looking him in the eyes. Oh I loved his eyes. "Your to busy locking lips with other girls" I say picking up speed. I turn around to see him looking down at his shoes. He looks up at me. And I quickly jolt my head to look forward but I end up falling backwards on my butt, again.

Cameron comes running up to me and helps me up.

"Thanks but I don't need help" I say rudely.

"Alex just let me explain" he says

"I get it, Cameron, " I say and he looks directly at me. " there are millions of girls in the world you want you, and they would kiss you I get it. The thing that I don't get is why you stood there kissing her. You didn't pull away. It's was like you enjoyed it and you probably did. "

"Alex, Ever since I first saw you I was afraid of meeting you, ever since I met you, I was afraid of talking to you, ever since I talked to you I was afraid of liking you. Ever since I've liked you I was afraid of kissing you. Ever since I've kissed you I was afraid of loving you, and now that I love you, I'm afraid of letting you go" he looks down.

I look at him.

"Cameron," I say and he looks at me. "It seems every time I'm with you I get hurt. I can't risk that chance. Cameron. I feel in love with you but I don't want to get hurt again. Goodbye Cameron" I kiss him on the cheek and ride away.