I text Amy and Kenzie and they both also come. It ended up be Amy, Kenzie, Shawn, Matt, Aaron, Nash and Cam. I sat next to Amy and Kenzie and Cam say across from me. It was really awkward. Shawn and Kenzie really hit it off. Aaron and Nash talked the whole time and so did Amy and Matt. So me and Cameron were just awkwardly staring. I caught him staring at Kenzie too.
"Soo.." He says "it was really Taylor?" He asks and I nod. "So do you forgive me" he says and laughs a little. I stay more serious and decide not to answer. The waiter comes and takes our order.
"Alex it was just a kiss, it's not like I did you know what" he laughs a little and I roll my eyes at his comment. I see he has his hand under the table. I find it and hold it. He smiles.
Our food comes and we eat it. I still have my hand with Cameron's under the table. After we eat I decide to go back to my house and all the guys go back to theirs.
I'm not sure if me and Cam are back together, it's really complicated. It's around 2:30 now. I go up into my room and take off my shoes. Amy walks in.
"Wait so Kenzie was the girl that Cam kissed?" Amy says
"Ya. Taylor told her to. She told me and she said she feels really bad about it, but she actually really nice."
"Cool. How'd you meet her" I can sense jealousy in her voice.
"Amy you will always be my best friend ok?" I say and she hugs me. " and I met her brother, Ryan because I was riding me penny board and he bumped into me and I feel off. We talked for a little and than he told me about Kenzie."
"Do you like like Ryan" she asks
"No, not really. We're just good friends."
"Are you still pissed at Taylor?"
"Extremely" I say.
"Ok well I'm going out with Matt. I'll see you later. Bye!" She says and leaves the room. I turn the T.V on and flip through the channels. I put on Cake Boss. I've always wanted to be own bakery but that's just a dream. I also kinda want to be a doctor. When I was in school I use to come home with 100% on all my math tests. My average on my report card was 99% because its impossible to get a 100% My dad would always say I should be a doctor because I'm amazing at math. I don't really get that. I go on my phone and check instagram. Lots of comments and followers. I scroll through my feed and see Shawn posted a picture with Kenzie and Cameron. I guess they are all together at the guys house. I decide to talk a walk.
I grab my mint green converse and slip them on my feet. I walk outside and walk the usual way I go. To the left of my house and down to the boardwalk. I decide to sit on the bench and just soak in the sun. I stare out on the ocean and watch kids play in the sand and watch the waves crash on the shore.
"Hey stranger" I hear a voice and turn my head around. I was expecting it to be Cameron or Ryan but it was Nash.
"Hey Nash" I say and he sits next to me.
"I feel like we were better friends when we first met. We barely talk anymore. "
He says. I can feel his eyes on me but I keep my head straight.
"Ya"
"I've been wanting to do something for a really long time" he says and I look at him.
"Ya?"
He comes close and puts his lips on mine. I softly pull back. I don't want to be too rough.
"I'm sorry Nash, I can't. I think I still have feelings for Cameron. I'm sorry Nash. Your s great guy. There's someone out there for you. Just not me" I say
"I'm sorry I kissed you, Alex it was a mistake on my part." He gets up and walks away.
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Come Back // c.d
Fanfiction- Alex is just your average teenage fangirl, with a story. Diagnosed with fibrosarcoma when she was just 7 was a hard thing to go through. But like any other cancer patient, she fought...
