markhyuck-It is never too late

Chap 7: weak...

Mark

     Donghyuck hasn't talked to me in weeks. Not even after having our new seats. I've also begun to notice that he is hanging out with Jeno all the time.

Jeno is actually a nice person. I've been watching him in some classes we share, and I must admit that he is a very kind person. He talked to Jaemin about the club's and programs the school has, just to help him adapt. Jaemin smiled at him for being so kind to him and they are friends now. Jaemin told me not worry if Hyuckie wants to get close to Jeno. But Donghyuck always used to come for me to obtain comfort. Now that Jeno is his friend, he can hangout and stay with him for hours,

like what we used to do. Damn we've been so happy and stress free in the past.

                  I miss him.

But he doesn't want me back.

He doesn't want to talk to me.

    Every time I try to approach him, that Jeno guy is already there backhugging or leanining onto my Hae.

My Donghyuck. . . . I wish it was like that again.

"What is wrong Mark? You've been spacing out in class today, and now you're not even eating your lunch!" Jaemin asks very seriously. I lift my head in order to see his face.

He's definitely worried. Jaemin was wearing a frown while taking another bite out of his homemade sandwich.     He may seem fragile but he is very independent and strong.
   I breath in heavily,
"I do-"

"Jeno is gay......oh my gawd!"

"Oh my...I need to leave."

"Awww, they make such a cute couple though!"

       The crowd behind me whispers and gasps. They were focusing on someone in the middle of their huge circle. Jaemin being the only nosy person I met my whole life, stood up and squished himself inside the loud crowd.

        Not long after that, I felt a soft hand grab and pull me into the sea of bodies. I understood the shocked emotions around the multitude now.   

           Jeno was reading a poem,
for the one and only Lee Donghyuck.

"Your eyes, so beautiful
Take away all my pain
Force your light of hopefullness
Inside me with your smile

Please take away all my pain...." he kept singing in a type of lulling voice, my eyes and ears shut everyone out. This is all too much for me.

Jeno can't be with Donghyuck.

They just can't be together!

Ugh, this is worst than a nightmare! My...my heart is hurting. Ugh! What is this weird feeling?!

My head doesn't feel right either, I feel really lightheaded.

"Mark, Mark hyung we should go back. Are you okay?" Someone is as long, I think it's Jaemin. But I could no longer respond, my breathing was hollow, and my heart felt like it just exploded into a million pieces.

Jaemin

Mark didn't move from the spot we were standing, he couldn't. I called him several times but his mind was fixed on the scene in front of us.

I desperately want him to move and leave this scene. When he was healthy and happy. Now he is a very depressed and unmotivated.

"Are you okay?!" I shout, but I think it's too late. Mark almost is falling but I rapidly hole his back.

Closing him next to my ear,

I hear not a single sound of heartbeat, and there was cold sweat covering his forehead.

Something is obviously wrong.

Are we having a comeback soon? I think we are!!! I really hope our trainees Jungwoo, Lucas, and Kun debut along our NCT members.  They really deserve it! I am way too excited! I really want for our boys to be happy. Let's continue to support them and love them just like our first day! #NCT0MILE

OMG I FEEL JUST LIKE THE TITLE OF THIS BOOK BECAUSE OF THE "NCT 2018 YEARBOOK #1" video!