Sorry for it being short I have a headache and its very hot in California . and also if my spelling is wrong too... I wanted the story be a little more interesting so yeahh .. I hope you guys like the chapter?? Also The song "Pain" by Three Days Grace is on the side including a pic of Jeff with short hair.
(Jeffs POV)
I paced around the room, I had rage in me.
I don't know whats gotten into me lately..
I started to laugh insanely.
"hahahahaHAHAHAHA."
I was obviously going back to my old self.
I started to scratch myself hard. My arm was full of my blood.
I just looked at my arm and chuckled.
"Pain feels ..amazing." I said to myself snickering.
Theres was a knock on my door .
I quickly turned towards the door. "Don't come in!" I yelled annoyed.
"Its me ..Ben .. I just wanted to check if you're okay."
I snickered loudly. "Of course I am ...hehehe.. why wouldn't I be?"
"AahahaHAHAHAH." I got out my knife and started to carve things on my pale skin.
Soon.. I will need to spill blood.
I had an urge to go and kill someone.. maybe its time I need to go...
(Bens POV)
I stood there leaning against jeff's door.
Something isn't right...
Toby passed by but stopped and glanced over at me.
"Whats wrong Benny?" he asked, he knew there was something not right about jeff too.
I kept my head down and just walked away.
I went to the living room and joined the others.
"Hey Ben!" Natalie gave me a hug.
"Hey Natalie .. its been a while."
she smiled at me. "Yes it has.. you got taller ben!"
"Haha thanks.. you too." I smiled back.
Oh if you don't know who Natalie is AKA Clock Work . Shes a chill person. very cheerful and shes quite unique.
"Ben .. lets go take a walk or something." she grabbed my hand and smiled at me.
"sure." I smiled back, I grabbed her hand tightly and left the house with her.
(Jeff's POV)
I stood there in my room looking at myself in the mirror.
I giggled. "Aren't I Beautiful?" I said to myself, I started to snicker.
My memories hit me. I started to think about my ...family.. my brother .. Liu..
I looked up at the mirror and saw I had tears streaming down my face.
"Liu..." I broke down.
I tried to keep quiet I didn't want the others to know im crying..
I now remember .. Randy ..
I Bite my lip hard. I had so much hatred for kid.. he ruined my family .. my face..
He was to blame.
Once I looked up at the mirror again I noticed my lips were bleeding.
I still kept biting on my lip. not letting go.
I quickly got up and punch the mirror, it shattered and there were tiny pieces of glass in my hand.
"SHIT!" I yelled in frustration.
I fell on my knees and cried more.
All I could feel is PAIN nothing else...
"Im getting out of here..." I opened the door and went into the bathroom quickly.
I opened the cabinet and saw some scissors.
I took them.
I looked at the scissors and then glanced at my reflection on the bathroom mirror.
I pulled my hair up in a ponytail I quickly got the scissors and cut the pony tail off.
I quickly threw my hair into the Trash can.
I looked at myself. now I had short hair.
Ahhh fuck it, my hair was long and It bothered me.
I had it up to my shoulder, well now its like up to my jaw.
I threw the scissors across the room and left quickly.
I got out the front door and saw that Ben and Natalie were coming.
I ran at the back of the house and into the forest.
Im not turning back now.... not until I visit my .. home..
