This Summer {BoyxBoy}

Chapter 11: "Conclusions"

~Clive’s POV~

He hugged me tighter and mumbled “please don’t leave me; I don’t wanna be alone again. I’m so sick and tired of being alone, my mom’s always on business trips. Please don’t.” whimpering as he hug me and I hugged him back securing that I won’t leave him and said “I’m here, I won’t live.”

I have to say/admit I’m falling for him right now. Damn! I don’t know what came over me; every time I look at him time slows down. Every time he opens those lips I feel nervous on what he’s gonna say. His eyes so black and can sometimes shine/twinkle without him even knowing. Shit! I didn’t know that I would fall for someone like him. He’s a boy, I’m a guy. It know it so wrong but I feel it so right. All those bullying came to my mind and thought that will he even forgive me for what I’ve done to him.

“Stop! Don’t!”

“Look at the faggot scream!”

“Doooooooon’t!”

“Geez it’s just a spider!”

*scream*

That time was the first thing my friends and I did to Lyn when he came out to be gay. All of his friends were disgusted at him and left him after that he was always alone and bullied by us. We did every bully does to the ones they bully. Sneer words, glare, humiliate him and sometimes beat him up.

“Please, I’m so sorry I forgot!”

“You forgot faggot?”

“I’m so sorry!”

That time we beat him up at one of the classrooms. We beat him up cause he forgot to do our assignment. That time he was our geek cause he is one.

I just hope that he will forgive me to all I’ve done to him in the past. Now I know things about him that made me change what I think about him. All I could think of is how will I spend more time with him. Fuck! This guy can change me in an instant!

But all I know is that I’m falling for you Lyndon Fox. I hugged him as he calms down and caressed his hair.

~Lyn’s POV~

I hug him tighter when he assured that he won’t leave me to be alone in this world. I’ve always felt alone and empty that’s why when I started to teach summer classes for kids they made me feel important and happy at some point of my life but I still feel empty sometimes. But that changed when Clive came in the preschool doorsteps and became my partner.

I’ve always admired him ever since I set my eyes on him even before I came out to the whole school. He never did care for me before, not until I came out gay. He started to bully me together with his friends after I came out of my friends and in the whole school. That memory of my friends leaving me cause I’m gay still stings in my heart cause just as I thought that I have friends and never will never feet alone it went from good to worst. After that Clive and his friends started to bully me. They started to give me spiders cause rumours spread about me fearing spiders. They humiliated me and worst beat me up just like my father always did to me. Clive started to give me orders and doing their assignments and will beat me up if I don’t.

I of course did what they say but one time they really beat me up and caused me to stay at my house for 3 days but that didn’t stop there, they still continued it until now.

But…

Even though he did all of those things to me I already forgave him every time he bullies me cause I know that one day you’ll stop and I can say ‘I’m falling in love with you Clive Myers’

I hugged him again and he caresses my hair.

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