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6.truth

7/1/2018

Been a week since school started.

We didn't talk much in school. I'm not sure if she's okay. Maybe it was wrong for me to confess(I'm a muslim). She never told me that he loved me or anything . Maybe it was just me, high on my own thoughts. Thee only thing she ever told me(she didnt told anything it was kinda like a hint or something like that) about how she felt towards me.

(This was a chat on instagram using text picture)(2x/12/17)

(If you are reading this. I'm sorry. I don't really know how you feel or anything abt you personally)
after I said i love her i didn't know how she reacted. it was kinda hard for her accepting the fact.

Me: I love you

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it felt like like minutes waiting for her to reply.eventho it was just couple of seconds.
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She: Like for real?

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Me: Ofc

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She: You're joking right? :')
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Me: No! I'm ded serious
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She: I don't know what to say.

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Me: Why ??

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She: I feel bad :(

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Me: This isn't going well is it?
this is me asking is it, she could tell me that she didnt really love me that much or did she?

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this was later what felt like an eternity

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I'm prepared if it's true tht it was just me:'(

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she replied.

She: I mean like it could ;)

Me: (heart emoji)

and thats how I awkwardly ended our conversation

That's the only thing that i could say that she loves me .

I mean like there's hope ain't it?

:'D