It’s despicable,
Degusting,
And inhumane,
How selfish I can be,
I play the victim,
I once was,
Yet it is no longer me,
Yes it is true,
My times were never easy,
I grew a year each day,
My mind wrinkling,
My body dying,
I couldn’t beg my soul to stay,
The moment I felt that spark,
I should have left,
Right when my heart stopped,
I should have fled,
And now my ignorance,
Leads to a horrible end,
It’s too late,
To take back my mistakes,
But please allow me,
To explain,
My mistake was not the creator,
Of My feelings, my thoughts,
And my every smile that was true,
My burden is me,
The greed within my veins,
Is the real mistake and my doom,
There is a part of me,
Full of truth, commitment, and love,
That part is strong and true,
However what covers it,
His a hideous mask,
I wish to never show you,
What I’ve done is wrong,
And can never be forgiven,
I’m truly sorry,
For what I’ve done,
Though I know,
That could never be enough,
You’ll never truly,
Understand,
How strongly I feel,
How dangerous,
And addicting,
The appeal,
I’ll love and remember you,
Till past my death,
And when the wrong,
Has disappeared,
Smile, and in my last wish,
Sing your song
