I thought I’d made hard decisions before,
That I had seen the worst,
But yet here I am again,
So in love it hurts,
Did I make a mistake?
Is this the time where I’ll be wrong?
Are we better off as friends?
Or have I just burnt our song?
I love how you can always make me laugh,
I love your talent in words,
I love your nicknames and smile,
I love how you made me feel worth,
I love your giggle and attitude,
I love your warming advice,
I love your body and soul,
I love how you stop time,
I hate how you get so jealous,
I hate how you get so mad,
I hate when you leave,
I hate how easily you make me sad,
I hate how you can be so violent,
I hate how you still believe in your past,
I hate that you’re far away,
I hate that it didn’t last,
Now I’m the bad guy,
I hurt you did I not?
Meanwhile that’s what I wanted to avoid,
What I wanted to stop,
It’s been such a short time,
Already it feels like years,
Since I had you as mine,
Now I’m drowning in tears,
I know what I feel is true,
It has been all along,
But is yours true?
Like in your songs?
Forgive me for what I’ve done,
Even if intentions were good,
I’ve broken the spell,
When no one else would
