Journal 13

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January 15, 1998

Dear Friend 

I wrote You because

I cant do this anymore, I feel like I can't breathe anymore. I feel the weight on my shoulders. I am depressed and scared. My body can't stop shaking. My heart can't stop pounding so fast. My mind can't stop thinking. I just want to kill myself so all this Fucking go away. I can't stop crying. I am mentally hurt or even better all of this is Bull- Shit. I tough Wildys was my friend, I guess I was wrong all along.  I wish I could be him to make him suffer the way I am. I don't know what to do? Tell me, please?

See U later, Thanks.

With love Dmirelys.♡♡

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