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January 4,1998 

Dear Friend

I wrote because I am scared.

I got raped by own friend Wildys. He asks me if I like it (How could this Mother-Fucker ask me this kind of question when I said "I didn't want to have sex in the first place.) Now how am I suppose to feel what sex its like when you really want to have sex? How am I suppose to trust fucking boys? You told me everything was gonna be alright! Sadly my parents never listen to me. I am losing my mind. Maybe I should take a double dose of my medications. He literally called yesterday, He told me that I was a whore for sleeping with him. I got up for school, for some reason my phone won't stop blowing when I saw what it was my world was crumbling down. He literally put a damn post on Facebook that we had a great time and that I was all in it. What am I suppose to? Are you suppose to be my friend? Now I will have to suck it in and this Bull- Shit will haunt me the rest of my life remember that!

Bye See You Later My Dear Friend

With Love DMirelys.♡♡

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