Hello, I used to be a really apathetic asshole for a really long time, then I went through a super long period of depression & one day I was like "tf is this shit I don't want to not feel anymore" and idk I started approaching things different and now I just feel sO MUCH LIKE I FEEL SO MUCH OVERWHELMING LOVE & RESPECT FOR THINGS & PEOPLE BUT ALSO THE OPPOSITE
basically I just need somewhere to put all these weird fuckin emotions & shit because I feel guilty when I take a lot of my friends talking about like,, how I miss Kesha because I only saw her twice last year and have to wait till July to see her again. Or because Synyster Gates said "MY SISTA FROM ANOTHER MISTA, LUV U" while dressed like a chill surfer cali dad yesterday to someone and I only cried for twenty minutes.
The cover image & title will always match. Lyrics/song titles & the person responsible for them.
Honestly just writing this right now is helping me chill because that is just how excitable I am.
Okay that's all. Love you!
-xoxo

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waking up {thoughts}
Randomvents, rants, & thought. NOT ALL NEGATIVE this cover & title will change a lot, it fits whatever im vibing This is kinda an experiment towards my 2018 welfare