Be Mine ~ Zerrie ~

Chapter 9

I wake up and hear lightly snoring. Zayn's next to me, but still asleep. I check my phone. Four mist calls from Jade, two of my mom, and eleven text messages from Jade, with:

How are you?? Xx

Where are you?? X

Are you at Zayn's??

Omg, you really are at Zayn's

Omg did you guys do anything??;)

Do you love him???

Does he loves you???

Sorry, asking too many questions... ;)

Trying to call you...

Still trying call you...

Pick uuuuup!!!

And then she finally gave up, I guess.

And then three voicemails. Two from Jade, pffft, sometimes she's annoying as hell. But I know she's just worried.

But the other, the other is from... from...

My dad.

I'm afraid to read it. What if he threats me. What if he says he's looking for me. What if he knows where I am. What if...

I open the voicemail before I can overthink it.

"So, my bad girl has found somewhere to live? Not for long, because I will find you. And then, when I find you, I will fuck you!! I'll fuck you until you can't do it anymore. Then I will kill you, you get that?!?! I'll KILL YOU, FUCKING BITCH!! And if you think I won't find you? I will find..."

I almost drop my phone in terror, but put it back on the night table. I'm frozen and not able to move.

'Hey.' his raspy morning voice greets me.

I can't talk. I don't know what to say. All I can think of is that my father will find me. He will kill me. I'm pretty sure of that. He always wanted me dead.

'What's wrong?' he asks.

I still don't say anything. What should I tell him.

"My father said he will find me and then he'll rape me and then he he will kill me. Nothing happened."

I think I go for the last thing.

'Nothing happened.' I simply say.

I'm pretty sure he doesn't believe me, but it was worth trying it...

'Don't lie.' he says serious. 

'Well.. here.' I hand him the phone and walk away. I leave him alone with my phone in the room. l don't wanna see his reaction.

Zayn's POV

'Here.' she puts her phone in my hand and walks away.

A voicemail begins. It's from... It's from her dad!!

"So, my bad girl has found somewhere to live? Not for long, because I will find you. And then, when I find you, I will fuck you!! I'll fuck you until you can't do it anymore. Then I will kill you, you get that?!?! I'll KILL YOU, FUCKING BITCH!! And if you think I won't find you? I will find you!! I know you are with him. Or with that slut friend, even though she's hot. But I'll fin you, stupid whore!!"

And that's where it ends. Fuck. He's a real psycho. She was safe, but that was not for long. I need to find her.

I seek in literally every room, but she's nowhere to be found. Where is she??

When I look at the attic, she's on sleep on the floor. I guess she had a break down. I pick her up from the floor and walk down the stairs. I walk into my bedroom and place her on the bed. When I see the the blood on the white sheets, I'm getting worried. What happened? I shake her arm lightly. Then I see the cuts. Shit. I quickly feel her pulse. I still feel something.

I need to get her to a hospital. But first I need to put on a shirt.

Just when I'm about to stand up to grab a shirt, her eyes open.

'W-what happened?' she asks.

'I don't know. I think you, you cut yourself...' I tell her.

She immediately begins to cry. I hate to see her like this. She cries to much.

'I'll get you to a hospital.' I say.

'No!! No, no no no no!! I can't go to a hospital! Please!' she begs me, 'It will fix itself. Well, it usually does...'

Usual? So she does this repeatedly?!

'Usual?' I ask, knowing I don't get a answer.

'Yea...' she start.

'You don't need to explain.' I tell her.

'Now, come here.' I say lifting her on my lap. She puts her bloody hands on my chest.

'I tried to stop. The last time I did this, was months ago!' she cries into my chest. I rub her back, kissing her forehead softly.

'Why did you do it today?' I ask, but while I ask I know the answer.

'Did you listened to the voicemail?' she asks.

'Yes.' I sigh.

'He said he will find me, he said he will fuck me until I can't do it anymore. He said he will kill me.' she says and her voice cracks.

'I know, baby, but he won't.' I try to comfort her.

'He will.' she sobs

'I'll protect you.' I tell her, hoping that I can keep it.

(Sorry if it's short, but it was a extra update. Normally I try to update every week, but I just had a little time:)