Brothers Best Friend

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"Jack calm down !" "I can't calm down ..he's dangerous he'll hurt you J!" not like that ever happened before you see I had a boyfriend named Jesse Carr ( a/n: his real name is Gus Carr he's from Bring it on ; all or nothing he's sexy 😍 but back to the story ) he wasn't my 'first love ' more like my first ' attachment ' you know what I mean ? But anyways after he broke up with me for his girl best friend lets just say I didn't take it all so well & well the only one there was Gilinsky I mean so was my brother but he was to busy with his girlfriend he barely came around to check on me so yea it was basically just G " look I'm fine Taylor he's ..he's sweet & caring there's nothing to worry about he's not dangerous" " yea that's what he wants you to think J , he only wants one thing from you ..your innocence" "um G ..I don't have my innocence.." "what! Since when ? Who ? Where ?" "Yea it was Jesse & it was our 1 year anniversary & at his house" "What the hell J !" "Yea..sorry" he just looks at me & walks away to the other side of the room toward the terrace. I just figured it was time for me to leave so I walked out heading back to my room

From : Gilinsky 😍
' sorry.

To : Gilinsky 😍
' I should've told you sooner ..I'm sorry G

From : Gilinsky 😍
' no no it's my fault for getting so mad , well I'll let you sleep goodnight ❤️!

To : Gilinsky 😍
' goodnight G ❤️
Read at 11:56pm

Gilinsky
After she left , I didn't want her to leave I just needed a moment I took a breath & took a shower & got out afterwards I layed on my bed & I texted her

To : Jess🤤
' sorry

From : Jess🤤
' I should've told you sooner ..I'm sorry G

To : Jess🤤
' no no it's my fault for getting so mad , well I'll let you sleep goodnight ❤️!

From : Jess🤤
' goodnight G ❤️

I just read her message & lock my phone & I just lay on my bed thinking about her & I don't understand why , Ok look I don't why I was feeling the way I am , I don't know if I'm jealous that she's hanging out with him like why ! Why him ? Why is so special I've known her whole life does that mean anything to her ! God damn it when she had an boyfriend I was pissed I told her he was no goods for her but no ! She wanted to her heartbroken! I've always been there for her why doesn't she see I have feelings ..oh shit I have feelings for her !