Arghhh... so late!! Why am I awake at 4:10 A.M.? I like the smell of the night air... yeah... I'll admit.
I SNEAK OUT AT NIGHT OKAY!?!?
I went running earlier and when I snuck back in I legit watched Family Feud until 3:30 A.M. lol... such a nerd!!
Do I need sleep? No. Most people who know me would probably beg me to be less hyper at certain times or less happy. Content now you downer assholes? I am a happy human! Get your head out of your ass and get in gear!!
Sorry... but not really. Guys... if a person is happy, it doesn't mean something is wrong with them. It just means that they can enjoy life and actually push forward and try. Everyone gets too lazy to try... hell. I have to go to the doctor soon to be tested for severe depression and probably get medicine, yet I am so happy!!
I just push forward... plus if I am not happy... who else would be? I owe you guys that much to have a smile and push the fuck forward and slay my issues! I do this for you guys... my mom and my brother... they are not with me currently but I live everyday like they are. Mom would want me to be happy. Also all of my friends for being here for me and supporting me. I love all of you!!! Even if we argue, I always will love you guys.
Plus a shout out to two of my best friends that passed a few years ago- Monica and Ashlynn. I wouldn't be who I was without you.. I love you guys and I will live and bring your legacy forward!!! ♡♡ also, my friends, I want you to know... I apprecitate you all, never be afraid to talk to me.
And if any of you are feeling suicidal hit me up. I have the suicide hotline number, you can also look it up. And I am almost always up for helping. Just text me your issues and I'll respond. I am here for you guys.
You aren't alone.
Because no one is ever truly alone.
Anyway, gonna go to sleep at 4:20 (maybe) my lovelies!! ♡
