I guess you could say it all started when I was born into this horrible and cruel world. All I could see was darkness until I opened my eyes, A beautiful lady was in my sight she was holding me in her arms and smiling warmly at me " It's ok shhh." She cooed she held her finger out and I grabbed it. She laughed lightly at my actions, but slowly her smile started to fade and she became more pale each minute. I then heard a loud beep, her eyes were shut not opening them I was taken away from her by a man.
This man was known as my father, he looked down at me with a panicked look tears threatening to spill from his eyes. I looked deep into his eyes I could see sadness, fear, and anger. He ran out of the building with me in his arms and got into a car, I didn't understand what was happening I started to cry. I could see him stressing out and panicking, he just continued to drive until we came to a house. With me still in his arms he ran upstairs and put me in a crib. He looked down at me one more time before saying "Don't worry, I will be back shortly." The way he said it seemed a bit off, shortly after he left I started to feel sleepy, my eyes were drooping until they were fully closed all I could see was darkness.
Time Skip
I woke up from a loud noise coming from a door, I heard giggling downstairs. I started to get scared again not knowing what will happen, my dad walks into the room with a bottle in his hand and says "See I told you I would be back, unlike your mother who just left me." He slurred and started to giggle. I gave him a look of fear not knowing what will happen next. His mood just changed out of know where, he turned angry in an instant. He looked at me angrily and said "This was your fault, if you were never born she would of still been alive."
He looked like he was about to cry but he then continued to speak angrily at me "Your just a mistake, IT WAS YOUR FUCKING FAULT SHE'S GONE." I was scared, I didn't know what to do I started to cry but that just made him more angry. He picked me up and started shaking me "GOD DAMMIT STOP CRYING YOU SON OF A BITCH." But I couldn't stop crying I was to scared to do anything, why was he yelling at me? What did I do to make him so angry at me? What was he talking about? He stopped and put me back in my crib, he then grabbed the empty bottle and smashed it against my crib. I was starting to shake from fear at this point
He left my room I heard him sobbing outside my door. What made him so angry that he had to do that? Did I do something wrong to upset him? It was hard for me to fall back asleep after that because I was scared he was going to come in my room in the middle of the night to try and hurt me. I'm just trying to understand what I did that was wrong, as questions started to flood my head I had a feeling. This feeling inside me, I don't know how to describe it but it was this feeling of being, Lost...
A/N I hope you guys like that, I tried my best since I'm not that good at writing stories but hopefully you guys liked it so far. This story idea just popped into my head so I decided to write it and post it on here. Thank you guys for reading this
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Lost (A Bullied by Hollywood Undead Fan Fic)
Random(Y/N) was an abused child, and to top it off she was bullied by 6 people their group name was known as Hollywood Undead. She tries to find paths to get away from the pain but it just ends up the same, she always ends up at the same path Lost....