Your POV
I just cried and cried I looked down at my cracked phone to see Matt's number on my phone, I decided to gather up the courage and call him... It kept ringing until I heard his voice.
"Hello?" I heard him say
"Matt ... I." I could't finish my sentence without sobbing in the middle of it.
"(Y/N)? What's Wrong?" He said with concern lacing his words
"Aaron..." That was all I needed to say before he asked
"Where are you?"
"A couple blocks from Aaron's house."
"Ok, stay there I'm coming to get you stay there." I took the phone a couple of inches away from my face and started to cry after he said that
"Ok, thanks Matt." He hung up and I leaned myself against the tree. I slid down the tree trunk with my heads in my hands while sobbing. Why would he do something like this to me? I thought he liked me. I heard a car door slam and someone walking towards me I looked up to see Matt looking down at me with a very concerning look. He crouched down next to me he tried to put a hand on my shoulder but I then quickly flinched away.
"I'm not going to hurt you." I heard his smooth voice say I looked at him teary eyed not knowing what to say
"I'll take you to my house and we could talk about what happened, if your not comfortable with telling me you don't have to." He picked me up bridal style and carried me into his car. The same question kept running through my head over and over again, Why did he do that? Maybe it was my fault for falling in love with him I should have known there was something off about him why did I have to be so stupid. I sighed and looked out the window to see the sun almost setting it was a beautiful sight but all beautiful things wilt, after a sunset comes a beautiful starry night. Before I knew it we were at his house he opened the door for me I didn't want to move, I didn't want to fucking live. He carried bridal style into his house and gently placed me on his couch, he looked at me and asked
"Would you like anything to drink?" I shook my head no he then sat down next to me and said
"Just tell me what happened I won't judge you , if your uncomfortable with telling me then you don't have to." I looked up at him about to cry but then I stopped myself before I did.
"Aaron asked me to come over to his house to study for our Social Studies test, when we got to his house we started studying. He then started to flirt with me he kept touching me, he kept giving me hickies all over my neck. I was trying to push him off of me but he kept doing it, when I told him no he didn't listen I kept trying and trying off push him off but he then started to ... rape me." I burst out in tears I felt arms around my figure for some reason I felt safe in Matt's arms, I nuzzled my head into his Adam's Apple area. He held onto me tighter while rubbing circles on my back.
Matt's POV
My blood started to boil I swear to god how the fuck dare he hurt (Y/N) like this, I want to beat the living shit out of that little fuck. Why the fuck would he ever think to do something like this, especially to (Y/N).
Your POV
I looked back at him and asked if I could use the bathroom. He said sure, as I walked into the bathroom I looked into the mirror. My dull (E/C) eyes I looked at myself I started to feel gross about what had happened I really hated this fucking feeling, I looked down at my wrists to see the cuts I had done a little while go had been scarring. I needed to take my emotions out on something, I took out the sharp razor I had that was in my back pocket. I put the razor up against my wrist and sliced the skin that was on my body, the disgusting skin that I don't want to live in anymore. I kept slicing and slicing until I felt like it was enough my wrists started to bleed and a pool of blood was starting to form on the tile floor, I heard knocking coming from the outside of the door. "(Y/N)? are you ok?" I wanted to open the door and say no I wasn't ok but my mouth wouldn't let the words come out, I guess he was starting to get worried since he was soon enough banging on the door. I couldn't let him see me like this I couldn't make him worry, it was to late he had broke down the door to see me, the bloody razor, and the pool of blood that was left from the fresh cuts I had made on my body. Tears started to fall down from my eyes on onto my cheeks he got the first aid kit so I wouldn't pass out from the amount of blood that had been coming out from my body.
"Please (Y/N), don't do this to yourself." He kisses the cuts that were on my wrists
"Why the fuck does it even matter anymore?" I said while crying this earth would be better off without me so why the fuck does it matter if I was here or not.
"It matters because I don't want you to hurt yourself, I care about you more than you will ever know." He said, it was weird because no one has every said that to me before. I felt like this was a dream and I was going to wake up any second to my father smashing me over the head with a beer bottle. My eyes widened my dad he is going to fucking kill me I shot up from the couch but quickly fell back with pain stabbing my back.
"(Y/N)? What's wrong?" I looked away from him, he continued to look at me concerned.
"It's my dad, he's very abusive and a very heavy alcoholic I have to go back or else he might start beating me again but I'm to scared to go back I don't want to go back." I looked up at him sadly
"Stay here." I was looking at the floor but I felt his thumb and fore finger lift my chin up which had made me look straight into his eyes, his eyes were glistening. They were beautiful I wanted to lean in and kiss him but he was already doing that, I leaned in farther until I felt his lips on mine. This was one of the best feelings in the world it felt like nothing else in this world existed we both backed away because of lack of oxygen. I looked at him and saw that his eyes were still glistening, he was smiling wide and a smile was creeping onto my face. I felt that he truly loves me.
"(Y/N)? Would you be my girlfriend I truly love you I think that you are very special, we would have to keep it a secret for both of us not to get hurt by the other guys."
"I would love to have a life with you, I love you so much." We held each other's hands and soon we were cuddling we stayed like this for the whole night.
A/N Thank you guys for reading sorry I haven't updated in like three days I have been a bit busy but I write the story in a notebook that is always with me then I try and type it when I get home. Thank you guys so much for reading
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