Who am I? Who do I want to be? ~ A The 100 High School AU

The Aftermath

hey how are you peepz,
I finished watching "the society", shadowhunters and glee.

Currently into Lucifer.

Miller's POV

A lot of stuff happened last night but what's really pissing me off is the fact that Bryan and I weren't even able to properly talk about what happened. The last thing I remember was him taking the car then I must've passed out on the sofa in the living room.
That's where I am now.
Shirtless and incredibly tired.

I look at my phone to check the time.

9:43 A.M.

I feel like i barely slept this night, I woke up at least 10 times.
There's a blanket on me which I don't remember covering myself with.

I slowly get up but my legs are forcing me to sit back down.

I look around but I don't see anyone awake.
I see some older cheerleaders sleeping outside around the pool.
As I search through the living room with my eyes I notice three people on the floor and two on the carpet.

Taking a closer look i figure out that the two bodies on the carpet belong to Monty and Harper, laying in his arms.

Oh how I wish this was the way I woke up. In Bryan's Arms.
Although.. I'm usually the big spoon so it'd rather be the other way around.
His head resting above my heart.
His drool on my bare chest.
(He always refuses to admit that he drools. I think it's adorable)
His soft snores which, somehow, I can't sleep without anymore.
His fluffy brown hair tickling my neck.
His heart beating in the same tact as mine, like they were made to beat with each other.
His eyelashes fluttering open and his light chocolate brown eyes staring up at me as his soft lips form the sweetest smile ever to exist on earth.
Becau-

"MILLER"

Bellamy shouts, clearly worried about me.
"I'm sorry I couldn't hear you"
"I figured... I asked if you slept well"

He hands me a coffee.
"yea I did."

I take a sip "thanks,
do you uh, need help with cleaning this mess up?"

"No. God no Miller I got this. You should try fixing things with Bryan"
There's a moment of silence and Bellamy seems to be more absent in this conversation than me.
I finish my coffee and place the cup on the floor next to the table as Bellamy speaks up.
"Hey, uh.. do you know how much I um, drank yesterday?"

"No. As far as I can remember not that much, why?"
"Just something that happened and I'm not sure it happened the way I remember. Anyway you should really get going"
I nod in agreement and slowly get up. This time I'm able to stand on my feet.
I make my way out the house and decide to head home.

Bellamy's POV

9:58 AM

"wOAh why do you look like somebody just died"
Octavia brings me back to reality.
Forcing me to stop thinking about yesterday night...

What have I done...
Oh god...

"just, thinking"

"Is it okay if I go to a friend's place?"

"Sure, but call me if you need anything, and don't lie to me just to meet some boy"
i probably gave that answer way too fast.
"I will" she kisses my cheek and walks upstairs to grab her bag.