Who am I? Who do I want to be? ~ A The 100 High School AU

Just a Typical Saturday

here have some cute Murphamy fanart before reading <3
{credit to artist Fa Panini}

The following chapter is mostly fluff and relatable struggling.

Murphy's POV
Saturday Morning

"But i can show you something Clarke and i definitely didn't do."

Yeah. Yet.

I've been awake for what must be two hours thinking about this goddamn sentence.
Why am i even jealous? I have Emori and Bellamy is my best friend.
Well we're more like friends with benefits i guess.
and after ignoring Emori I doubt she even wants to talk to me right now.

It's about 10 a.m.
Bellamy is still sleeping tightly, his body curled up, wrapped around mine. I guess we were cuddling during the night.

I grab my phone and yet again I received text messages and missed about 500 calls from my sister.

»john where the hell are you«
»if this is one of your sick jokes i stg i will smash your head«

»i'm worried. Please call me.«

»Or text. Just let me know you're not idk, dead«

i find a way to get out of Bellamy's grip without waking him and call her.

"Hey"

"Well hey.
Where the hell are you and why didn't you answer your phone.
Are you alright?"

"yea I'm fine I'm okay I'll be home for lunch"

"Why are you whispering.
Are you at Emori's place?"

"No I'm with Bellamy, ... I mean I'm at his place."

"Oh. Bellamy, huh."

"We were out with some of the guys but it got late so Ilian and i crashed at Bell's place.
No big deal."

"where were you sleeping?"

"Ilian crashed on the couch.
I slept in one of the beds"

"Bellamy's bed?"

i can hear her chuckle through the phone.
"Stop asking stupid questions and mind your own business"

I hang up.

Unfortunately i whispered loud enough to wake Bellamy.

"Why are you not in here with me"

"Got a phone call" i say while climbing back into the bed.

Bellamy almost immediately wraps his arms around me.
We're face to face now.

Despite his fluffy hair hiding his forehead i notice what looks like a half-healed black eye slightly covered by shiny make up.
This wasn't here yesterday.

"Bell, where'd you get the black eye?"
His smile fades, he hesitates for a second.

"Where'd you get the drugs"
Wait what.

".....how do you know about them?"

"Why did you insist on crashing here?"

"Okay stop.
I was just curious jesus Christ.
Bought them from Jasper,
did you go through my stuff?"
I move back a little, out of his grip.