The New Kid... Or Not

Chapter 4

I go to room and open my almost empty mini blood fridge, and let out a groan.

 "Are you fucking serious right now! I try to start a new life for myself , with my humanity still on, unfortunately, and end up going to a party , dancing with a really cute dude. God what the hell is wrong with me! I made a promise to not turn my switch off but i just don't know at this point. This point being, my legit first day here." 

I forget about the blood bags and tiredly flop down onto my bed, when i hear a slight knock on my front door. I keep quiet hoping that whoever it is goes away thinking that i  am sleep. But of course i could just compel whoever the FUCK IS AT MY DOOR, i think with a quick smirk.  I get up and quietly walk to my kitchen, and that is when i hear Adam's sweet voice outside my door telling me to open the door for him.

I slowly  walk toward the door, putting my trembling hand out, touching the knob thinking if i should i open the door. I rest my head on the door, hearing his slow breaths coming from the other side of the door. I match my breathing to his and slowly turn to knob. 

As i open the door i seen Adam resting his weight on one side of the door frame, with his perfectly combed over hair going , and perfectly toned abs that i can clearly see through his shirt. He  looks at me with a sorrowful look in his eye, and just as he opened his mouth to say something i quickly cut him off.

"Look Adam, i just got here, and i just met you and you have already made me smile and laugh some many times. But i came here to restart my life, to avoid all of the problems that i had back  New-York, and most of my problems came from me falling for the bad boy in town, and we don't know each other well but the effect that you already have on me isn't right. it is the same effect that he had on me, and i'm not letting myself fall into that again. So i'm sorry but this, us , me and you, cant happen. Good Night." 

I walk up to him and give he  a slower kiss on the cheek. I feel his warm hands caress my face again, as his heart beat quickens. " No, please don't. Your right we just met but already got me feeling this type of way. You fill this empty hole inside of me that has been there for  while. Please." He begins sounding as if  crying. "No goodbye Adam. You have me one hell of a ride." I removes his hands from my face, close my door and walk off.