this is me

Jan 5,2018-Jan 6,2018

I'M IN TRUBLE!...
sooooooooooooo I woke up to day in a good mood I was not leting my 2018 go to shit so quick.
Umm soo I told all my freinds im done with cameron shit.
Then 3 rd per came along and I sit behind hind him soooo umm this is were it gets awkward.
Cameron and I stared talking and we were laghing at me lolz dont want to say why.
This is were things get awkward ...soooooo we are back togeter ........ yeah.

Now all my friends are livid they don't want us together at all...
I mean it's my choice right and I love him and want to be with him.
Like yeah,Camron hurt me but he feels bad.
Plus he's an amazing kisser.
Why cant they just be happy for me,I got what I wanted ...right?
Cameron makes me feel better about me , he cares about ,and he loves me .
We have alot incomin and its fun being around him.
So why should this be a isue.
He didn't froce me in to it this it was  was my ibea so why are they sooo mad.

But we'er on the dl because im anut dosn't like him any more.
soooo shhhhhhhhhhhhh🤫 dont tell.
It wont be the first time tho.
I love him sooo muct too much....way too much.
some day that love will die but for now we're the cupple that confused every one.
We say we were on a "brake"(then why The fuck did he tell every one that we were over then 🤬)-
-so we never really broke up in the first place. I cant wait for this weekend to end....but I can at the same time.
My friend Amara wants to "talk to me"...shes pissed she beoned pissed 😖 daer baby jesus I AM BREAD.
(Dont ask why I siad that)
It looks like im taking the long away home and kissing at evey stop shin.
(sorry if i got that wrong please don't kill me 5sos fans im trying okay)
Well bye talk to you soon XD

~Jan 6,2018~

Dude I'm panicing and no I'm not at a disco😎(Sorry I had too😜).
NEXT MOUTH I'LL BE 17........my last year to be a kid😭
Im happy but scard I maen fuck it I'm not going to be my parnets who suck at adulting.
Plus a roud trip with my friends to the city see im a small toun kid soo yaeh .
that heppen next mouth
I don't have much to say sorry.
P

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My an it go and out about Cameron she read our text...