I look up at the sky
I wish I could fly.
Fly away to a secret land
Where I can have you banned.
I walk the stairs to the door
I just wish I could melt into the floor.
I turn the nob and hold my nose
As the stench arose.
I try to be silent
So you don't get violent.
But to my despair the floor creek's
And tear stain my Cheek's.
You come running to block me
And I start to plea.
'Why do you hate me?'
But I don't get a response only a hit to the knee.
'Shut up!' he screams
You hit me again then I start to see different themes.
'Why did you have to be Gay?' he questions
But I don't have any suggestions.
He repeats the same words slut, worthless, cocksucker and fairy
Your so scary and I know I won't marry.
The punches don't stop
And blood runs.
I feel dizzy
Even fuzzy.
I guess this is how I end
Because I can't defend.
It will be worse if I do
But I as I try not to scream or cry your punches grow.
Pain left
And numbness comes.
But I don't care
Because this is too much to bear.
If you don't love me
Maybe God will
Maybe he will put me at his mercy.
Good bye cruel world.
Good bye my crush.
Good bye pain and punches.
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I know its sad and all but this is for you who are not gay or who are not suffering to see what some parents do too their children. I know there are some adults on here please if you see something do the right thing and put a stop too it. I lost a friend like this and it hurts too know that his own dad did this and that's why I wrote this I love you R.
