TulaTa

Shadow's Side

Im really hesitating on what to write
Searching for words that suits and right
But its easy to be honest so i realize
I should be true, no room for lies

I once walking on my rainbow path
Then I wonder, then I ask
Why does black excluded on a rainbow
Its because its not a color but a shadow

Youre the shadow, have all the colors
Means youre way too special to be with others
Youre the presence of all, all heavy as well
And it gives you something, something like hell

Youre complicated and unpredictable
Once nice and approachable
Later it'll flip, everything will fall
A logic, I cant get after all

You feel low at the same time high
Low that everyone says their bye
High cause no one catches the way you think
Way too far, it gives confusing blink

You always feel youre not belong
Cause you cant be with people and get along
That they close their door and youre outside
And that youre alone at those darkest night

But why I feel like it aint that
The way it is, to me its not
Cause actually, you build a wall
They cant reach you cause its so tall

Youre the one who lock yourself up
Someone knocking but you want it stop
But its the thing I cant blame you tho
Youre just afraid to trust i know

You cage yourself in a room of negativity
Negativity that makes you lost in sanity
You paint all dark, all thing
That you dont see the brightness of anything

I know youre down, shattered and tired
For all the thinking and feelings inside
But you have to open, open your eyes
To find and see the hope of light

Im sure that youre here for a reason
We just dont know, so you go on
This world has a lot for you to taste
So dont let your gifts go to waste

Dont stay on that room, go get a nerve
Dont stop till you get what you deserve
Its waiting for you to come near
Go on, even if it gives you fear

Theres two kind and you should choose one
Its either youll Forget Everthig And Run
Or conquer it to end your cries
I mean you Face Everything And Rise..

-Merz