The Best Summer (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter Nineteen

I woke up, feeling weird… I wasn’t in my room as I examine the room I was in I recognize Louis furniture, fuck I’m in Louis room, sitting up the blankets fell off me and I saw I was naked… ohh shit this didn’t happen, they it hit me… flashbacks from last night, Louis kissing all my body taking our cloths off eachother, shit shit shit. I looked around the room and found my bra and my panties, I put them on saw a t-shirt on the floor grab it and put it on, it was obviously Louis’s it cover barely my ass, it smell like him thought.

Walked around the room until I came to the door, something in my stomach told me to not go out there and just stay here locked up until I die, but before I realize it I was walking to the kitchen, something smell like it was burning as soon as I came in I saw smoke and Louis struggling to keep it in control.

-what the hell Louis?-

-I .. I …. I wanted to make you breakfast and… I … well I don’t know how to cook-

-out of the way- I push him, and turn off the stove -open that window- I throw the egg in the trash, the smoke was gone quickly and the kitchen was clean soon enough, when I finish cleaning I turned around and found a pair of blue eyes really close to me.

-good morning- Louis gave me a little kiss on the cheek -tried to make breakfast but I failed-

-I can see that- I laugh

-wanna talk about it?-

-about what? Breakfast?-

-no…- he came even closer to me -about last night- his hand traveled up and down my arm -how are you feeling?-

-I  … I don’t know I’m still processing it-

-just so you know- he kissed my left cheek  -you- he kissed my right cheek -were- then his lips were on mine only for a few seconds but it felt great -amazing-

-maybe I should make breakfast- I tried to change the subject and I know he knows

-yeah maybe- he step away -what you were trying to make anyway-

-eggs and bacon-

-okay- he sat at the table in the middle of the kitchen, as I look for all the things to make breakfast -where is the salt?-

-over there at the top- as I stretch to reach it over I heard a loud groan coming from Louis, I turned around to see what the hell is wrong with him

-what was that?-

-I … I- I followed Louis eyes and they were on my lower part, when I realize that Louis shirt wasn’t covering my ass, maybe when I stretch for the salt it came up

-maybe I should put on some shorts- i say walking as fast as I could to my room

-yeah maybe you should- I heard Louis trying to not choke while saying it, I love it… the power I can have over him, I came in the room, found some shorts and walked outside the room and back to the kitchen, but there were two new heads eating the eggs I made

- hey Sarah this eggs are amazing- with his mouth full of food

-ohh- I look at Louis, searching for a answer, he just look at me like he didn’t know -Harry… Maria hello- I walk inside and sat next to María -glad you like them- María hug me form side  -want something to drink with them-

-some juice would be fine- My bestfriends asked with a smile and I stand up to get it

-I get it sit… you have done enough-  Louis said smiling, and I did as he said the second he turned around my mouth flew open

-holy shit- it scaped out of my mouth

-what?- Louis turned around confuse

-Louis your back is a mess… what happen to you?- María asked worried, while Louis walked to a mirror that was in the kitchen, he looked at his back and smile

-I know what happen to him- Harry said with a smirk, looking from me to Louis and viceversa

Louis turned around and his smile faded the second he saw me -ohh shit-

-I … I think I’ll go and do something else-  I got up and walked outside the kitchen and ran to the room Louis was letting sleep in

-no Sarah Wait!- 

I got in the room and started to walk, why why this was happening

-shit shit shit shit-

-what was that?- Louis came in running

-the last thing I needed was our friends to know what happen last night!- I turned around trying to calm myself down

-would you calm down! we had drunk sex so what? Is not a big deal- it felt like a dagger was just being buried in my chest, I felt hurt, cheated and stupid

-is not- I turned around to face Louis, who looked breathless -a big deal?- his expression change and he know he just fucked everything up  -is not a big deal- I scream at him, I was so stupid for trusting him, thinking that I could be with him… he was first, I thought he really like me, even love me and he just think this wasn’t a big deal?

-shit Sarah I didn’t mean that….I –

-no you know what? Is okay- I walked to the closet and got some shoes and put them on -I think I’ll go out and take a walk for a while-

-come on Sarah please that’s not what I meant you know that- Louis tried to stop me from walking to the door but I scape his hold -I … I just didn’t say it in the right way-

-don’t worry Louis- I finally came to the front door, Louis was close behind me and Harry and María were watching me and Louis  -it wasn’t a big deal-

-Sarah I’m really sorry I shouldn´t have say anything- I open the door and closed in his face

I got out of Louis complex as fast as I could, I walked around for a long time, I don’t know what time it is, but it can’t be past 1 pm, I was at a Café lucky me I found some money in my shorts so I bought a coffee, I knew I had to come back we were leaving soon I started to get up to make my way back to Louis complex, I open the door to the café as soon as I did it I felt my arm being grabbed and pulled forward, I looked to the person grabbing my arm and I almost pass out, I saw Jason tattooed arm making me walk forward

-say one thing or scream and you’ll be sorry- I was scared, and I didn’t know what to do, if I scream I’ll be dead -understood?- I nod   -good girl-  looking to one side I saw how much he was smirking, god I wish I haven’t left Louis complex