The love never went away(Anthony Trujillo ff)

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PT 2 OF THE LAST PART
SOPHIE:
I woke up around 6 I had like 3 hours sleep and I feel alittle better

but my phone was blowing up and everyone thinks that because I like Logan and I haven't turned my back on him that what he did was wrong because what he did was so wrong

So I got out of bed put a tommy hilfigure top on with leggings and fluffy socks

I tied my hair into a messy bun and done some mascara and filled my eyebrows in

I set my camera up on my vanity table where I do my makeup turned the Hollywood lights on and set my camera up

I sat on my chair put my Minnie Mouse beside me put the hot water bottle on my stomach as I just filled it up

I started filming after i intro'd my video I went straight in

Sophie:so guys I've bet you have all seen the videos of me with TMZ and Hollywood fix and everyone thinks I support logans decisions and they think I don't care about suicide and all that stuff

I breathed out
Sophie:so let's start this is gonna be a happy video it's gonna be the realest video I am ever gonna make because I want you guys to see all of my moods all of my emotions so let's start I do not support his choice of filming the body laughing about it making jokes because I think to be honest it's disgusting but I love him he's like a brother to me and I'm never gonna turn my back on him because he's never done that on me

I took a sip of my water as Lottie wanted to get on my lap I put her on my lap

Sophie:say hi to the sophsters Lottie anyway I want to show awareness on suicide and show awareness of depression anxiety mental heal problems and that people are hurting because I know people are hurting I'm hurting right now but none of you guys know why see because I'm happy and smiley doesn't mean I'm happy inside and that I'm hurting but that's another story what I will be telling soon

I was getting a call from Jake I threw my phone on my bed

Sophie:but Logan does deal with stuff differently we all do maybe his way was wrong it was wrong but he knows what he's done and he feels terrible really bad but all of you out there it's nothing to do with you except Logan who got involved and posted it the mans family and the man who sadly killed himself but that man was in pain so much pain that sadly he took his life but guys I think that's the last resort you take last resort you take because guys there is people who love you I love you,Lottie loves you don't you lottie,your family loves you and your friends love you and especially your family is gonna be there I'm gonna be there maybe your friends

I breathed out
Sophie:but please please guys don't take your life there is help out there suicide numbers in the description of all countries English American Canadian all sorts but guys wanna know something I have thought about suicide yeah me Sophie Marie the person your watching has thought about suicide and other people what maybe be the happiest person you know might of thought about suicide but to try and prevent it give them a smile when you see them ask them if there okay and if there not be there to listen hang out with them every once in awhile but just be nice and spread positivity and vibes that's all you don't even have to spend wow

Lottie jumped down
Sophie:guys that's today's video I love you guys,you guys are so beautiful remember that and ignore the haters there insecure there selves I love you byeeeee

I covered the camera and stopped recording I grabbed my organising book to write ideas for videos

While I was writing ideas Jake walked in
Jake:I called you
Sophie:filming sorry what's up
Jake:we having a family diner as for once we are all here
Sophie:you sounding like my parents Jake
Jake:well I am your dad
I laughed and shook my head