Dear Lucas,
Today I'm killing myself.
It's today.
The last day I'll ever live.
Maybe if you were with me now, I'd still be happy.
It's an odd feeling, knowing in a few hours, you'll never smell fresh cut grass again,
Or hear the sound of the birds,
Or the view of the little kids in park,
Scrambling to get to the monkey bars on the playground.
It's a frickin tsunami of nostalgia and emotions.
I'm not crying though,
I don't wanna cry.
I divided and gave all of my college savings to random strangers on the street.
I want them to recognize my face on the obituaries.
Maybe that's a little selfish, huh?
I've been craving your voice lately.
I can't seem to let you go.
I'm coming.
Goodbye, cruel world.
Hello my love.
-Ariella
I know I don't usually do A/Ns, but this is the last chapter! I just want you guys to know what amazing people you are! You've gotten this story so far along the path of minor recognition! You gave me an infinity within the numbered days, and I cannot tell you how grateful I am for that. <<< TFIOS!!! See ya guys, and check out my story, Ashes and Wine, coming soon! Bye my lovelies!
-Emma xoxox
