D O N T C O M E C L O S E R

Chapter 7

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Slamming the door he left you alone. This wasn't a regular fight. It was about much more than 'who's washing the dishes today' or small things like that. And he was pissed. More sad though...

It wasn't your fault... right? I mean, it's okay to be sad and upset about it.
She was just really special. You cared for her more than for anyone or anything else. You just couldn't handle it anymore.
She was the happiest person you knew. So innocent. And then she did that.
"How could she just disappear like that?!" You yelped out, tears flowing down your now reddish cheeks.
It was hard. Without her.
Your brother has changed. Your father had too. They turned cold just like that.
You hadn't talked to your dad for about a month now. He wouldn't show his face to you. No, not looking like this. You're not supposed to see him in this condition.
- a few hours passed. You heard a knock. Too tired and weak to answer, so you continued staring at Lia. It was somewhat funny. She made you happy even though you shouldn't be. Was it even right to be feeling this way right now? You should get over it. You can't change what happened...
Opening the door a skinny, weak figure greeted you with his face full of sorrow.
"I'm sorry... didn't mean to yell at you."
"It's okay. Not your fault." A little smile forming on your face.
"Let's go out, hm? Han River?"
You knew he was trying to make you feel better, so you agreed.

- Your head was resting on his small shoulder. It was so peaceful and quiet..
"I miss her..."
"Me too, Yoongi..."
"I know you're mad, but can't you understand dad a little?"
"I get it, okay? I understand and we're all going through the same here."
"Give it a little more time."

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"I love you."
"Love you too"
- back at your house you step in. Immediately laying your eyes on your father. ... no, ...your smiling father.
"hello?"
"oh hello my dear children. you're back I see?"
"Y-yes?"
Grabbing yours and Yoongi's wrist, he drags you two with himself.
Eyeing the spread out plates on the dining table your father asks you to sit down.
*It's been a while since he cooked us dinner..*
taking a bite, you admit that the food is really tasty.
after 10 minutes he finally spoke up.
"Do you like it? It was her favorite meal..."
"Yes, father. And I bet Y/n does too. Isn't that right?"
"Y-yes." you say still not believing what's happening in that moment. *Is he okay? Did he already find someone else?*
"So, any news? Y/n? Yoongi? Have you found boyfriend and girlfriend yet?"
"Dad, no. Y/n's only 12 years old!"
"What?! I had my first girlfriend when I was 10! Though I have to admit, it was very childish." he said laughing.
"I miss her..." you point out, some fewer teardrops breaking out.
"Oh honey, i know. But it will be okay. She's still here." Pointing at his heart and head.
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