dear diary,
i always say it's lame to have a diary but in reality they actually help. having a diary makes me feel like such a girl.
anyways, i'm not doing so well in school anymore. i've been letting my grades slip and not doing homework. i guess i gave up on school work.
i've been invited to multiple parties and events but i end up staying home, on my phone, or just doing nothing. i tell my family and friends it's me doing schoolwork or I'm not feeling up to it. i hate lying but i can't go to parties and face humans.
i'm slowly becoming lonely and sad, and I isolating but no one notices. i don't get why people don't like being alone, it's peaceful and nice except for the rush of feelings. feelings are too icky and gross face.
this diary is stupid but it kind of helps. huh weird. i guess it's time to go face my family and pretend like i'm not breaking apart second by second. goodbye past me.
sincerely,
zoe
