dear diary,
i'm so tired. i haven't slept in a few days. i just have been looking out my window for hours and hours. i failed the midterm and am not ready for my family to find out. the punishment won't be too bad. maybe i'll just be grounded for a week, a month even.
being grounded means i can't leave the house. that's great! i'm over here slowly but surely destroying my life bit by bit. i need to talk to someone, maybe my mother, father, even connor, but what's the use. mom won't know what to do, dad will recommend seeing a doctor, and connor.. i don't even know what he would do.
i'm home alone crying in my room alone. I'm scared. I've never felt humiliated more. I can't tell anyone so I write it all down on here. I miss being a kid.
help me. anyone.
sincerely,
zoe
