So I wasn't going to publish this poem because it's actually a very touchy subject with me and I don't really know how to handle it because I feel guilty for feeling this way but I'm at a point where I'm just kind of done. You don't deserve to deal with people that hurt you intentionally and keep doing it, it's too much. It's hurts a lot and I don't think I deserve to be guilt tripped into silence anymore.
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You ask me how I feel and I tell you lies
I don't smile, won't even look you in the eyes
But you're blind to my perception,
You're blind to your rejection
And That's why
That's why when you call for me, I'm never there
You want a perfect daughter, you don't care,
How hurt I am that you can't see,
The real Me
And that's why
That's why I am always cold and alone
It's why when you ask, Ill always stay home
I'm not looking for another fight, not tonight
And that's why
So this is why I'm pierced and tattooed
Every weekend, I'm with another dude
I search for the care that you wouldn't give, and never did
And that's why
All I have to say to you
is goodbye
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PoetryNo more hiding. My name is not Alex, or Leila, or Stevie. I'm Stephanie and I haven't had everything great, though some things definitely are. Though, my poetry only reveals itself in heartache, so these are mostly sad. I hope you learn more about m...
