The split

Chapter 5

🌸Christina🌸

I walked downstairs hearing laughing and talking and I see Madison, Asia, Aubrey and Phori ass on the couch. "I see you guys made it, and Aubrey showed up just in time with Phori." I said with a smile as the sun beamed through the windows and into the living room.

"Yea, I had to get Madison out of the house. I think I freaked her out a bit last night, so I promised her we would go through some old pictures of us, all three of us together." Asia said and I gave her a confused smile. "Freaked her out how?" I asked as I sat down next to Aubrey.

"I sort came home not wanting to see anyone or speak to anyone, I was a mess. I showered then cried myself to sleep, I had a long day." Asia said and I nodded. "She had something she use to get when she held too much in, she had a mental breakdown but I guess we can call this one an emotional and mental breakdown. Don't be freaked out, it only happens occasionally and this way you know her better." I said to Madison and she smiled and nodded.

"I wasn't freaked out I've seen worse, but I was worried. But seriously, it was all shocking and surprising to me because I thought you guys were like...I don't know perfect and didn't have breakdowns and fights and all the normal stuff." Madison said making everyone laugh. "Are you kidding me, I know these two girls better than anyone and I can say they are not normal.

They don't have your normal breakdowns or meltdowns because their breakdowns and meltdowns are worse. Asia doesn't want no one to talk to her, look at her, be around her, she just wants to be left alone and it can last for a while or it can be just for a night. Chris, wow well she screams, cries, sometimes get abusive, and feel like everyone is against her and she calls everyone out on their shit when she have meltdowns.

Luckily the screaming and the irrational part of her meltdowns lasts for thirty minutes to two hours, and then she wants to be left alone. Well that's a lie, she says she wants to be left alone but in reality she wants you to check up on her and talk to her. This is the part of her meltdown that she's rational and she communicates and voice how she really feels." Aubrey said and I just stared at him then at Madison.

"Not wanting to talk to anyone isn't a lie, I just want to talk to a select few and it tends to be the people who are closest to me. Aubrey was always on that list so he never got the leave me alone during my meltdowns. Asia was the other person, and that was it back then because these two are the only people I needed back then and the only people I really wanted to be around." I said as the vibe in the room is cool and nice not an ounce of awkwardness, sadness, guilt, or anger.

"What about now? Who can talk to you now? Who can call you now?" Madison asked and this is about to ruin the whole good vibes we got going on here. "Honestly the list hasn't changed, I may not be on good terms with Aubrey and I'm just starting to let Asia back in. I honestly don't think with what we have going on or close to fixing that either one of them will be able to calm me down or reason with me during a meltdown.

Don might be the only who can do that right now, aside from the sight of Phori. It hurts to say it, but it's the truth." I said knowing Asia fully understands and although she feels bad she's cool with working her way back up. Aubrey on the other hand I sense his hurt, I know he understands but understanding was never enough for him. Working his way up may not be a problem but it could be seeing as though he always been at the top so never had to work his way up since we were eleven.

"So those pictures," Asia said sending what I'm sensing. "Yea, did you bring some? I have mine back home," I asked Asia and she nodded as she pulled a memory book from her bag. She opened the book and we all instantly started laughing and pointing at pictures and explaining them to Madison.