Thoughts Unsaid, Then Forgotten

1 Do's that is a Don't

Today, I tried to smoke.

I lifted the cigar up my mouth and lit it up,
I inhaled slowly, the smoke filling my lungs,
Not only my lungs but also every hollow piece of me.

When I was just getting used to the feeling, i suddenly needed to breathe out. Just simply breathe.
And just like that, the sensation was gone, the once filled pieces became empty again.

It reminded me of how everyone i loved left me.

Today i tried to smoke,

I didn't like it one bit.