As I lay in my bed I would wake from a sensation on my right side. This sensation felt like something grabbing my side. This was the warning sign that I was about to Astro project. Not knowing what was happening it took over my body and I was awake and my body was asleep. In this sensation I was paralyzed and terrified the first time it happened. So I started sleeping on my left side to keep it from taking over.
Now in my experiences of going into these trances I had to learn to fight to wake my body up to come out of it.
Being wide awake inside of a sleeping body can be very scary for a seven year old. But I fought it and learned how to control it. Even to this day if I Summon it. It will return. As I speak to you now it has already let me know on my right side that it is still there if I want project. But I don't dare. It has been to long.
At one point in my young life I was able to take a nap during the day and project. I have put it away because I found no support in something they did not understand.
When my family moved to Midland, Texas in the early 80's there was a girl by the Name of Adrian who had the same experience . But still a mystery .
Frustration went on for years as to want the ghostly phenomenon was.
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A Loving Mother
SpiritualA mothers fight against her own disability. When I was young I use to have strange dreams of leaving my body. As I got older I learned how to control the paralizing symptoms.
