If I were to die today
would you feel my pain
my mind and heart are always open
to anyone who remains
I am so shaken
my brain is out of whack
my life is falling apart
my heart is broken and cracked
how would you feel if I died today
What If
what if life was just a joke, a ruse, hallucination,
like if all the suffering was swept across the nation
with the slightest movement made
or the smallest word uttered
someone in the world just happens to suffer
it's not real
it's all fake
everything you heard or saw was just a big mistake
not a real disaster
it's not a real pleasure
just a massive overload of reality deprivation
what if all the people in your life was synthetic, fake, bionic,
like if everything they said was recorded and controlled
and everything they do
is just to gain control of you
so you could join them in their battle against life
it's not real
it's all fake
everything you heard or saw was just a big mistake
not a real disaster
it's not a real pleasure
just a massive overload of reality deprivation
what if everything you said
all went unnoticed and unread
like all of the work, and words, and phrases
were just erased from their databases
not a single word was heard
not a single letter read
just a simple response from the world of the dead
it's not real
it's all fake
everything you heard or saw was just a big mistake
not a real disaster
it's not a real pleasure
just a massive overload of reality deprivation
